5sos imagines

Ashton 5

The guys invited me on tour and of course I said yes but now I've grown tired of it. I walked around the bus looking for my iPod. I found it and put my headphones in. I pulled my knees up to my chest and looked out the window. I was in the back of the bus where the guys wouldn't look first but would eventually. They were playing video games in the middle of the bus. It was raining as the bus drove to the next city on the tour. The curtain moved and Ashton walked in and saw me. I pulled out one earbud and asked "yes?" Ash bent down in front of me. "hey babe you wanna play games with the guys and I?" He asked putting a hand on my leg. "No." I said pushing past him climbing in a bunk replacing the earbud and shutting the curtain. I curled in a ball facing the wall and letting my tears fall.
ASHTONS POV:
Weird I mutter and go back to the guys. I assume that y/n just needs space but I'm not sure. I sit down next to Luke and pick up my controller. I'm playing but I'm not playing I'm lost in my thoughts. I'm snapped out of them by Luke waving a hand in front of my face. "you okay man? Your not playing something going on between you and y/n?" He askes. "nah I mean forget it." I say. "Spill it man." cal said. "well y/n seems different distant she hasn't smiled in a long time and she just tries to ignore everything. I'm giving her space because I thought that might be what she wanted but maybe I'm just a shit boyfriend." I said running a hand through my hair. A chorus of nos arose. "maybe space is the opposite of what she needs right now man." Mikey said. "you're right." I said getting up and walking toward the bunks.
Y/N POV:
I lay there in the dark wishing that Ash would come talk to me yet I also hoped he wouldn't. I feel the weight of the thin mattress dip and a pair of warm arms wraps around my waist "Babe talk to me let me help want I to see you smiling again." ash whispers in my ear. the sound of plea in his voice causes me to break sobs rack my body as I start rambling "I just I'm tired of the fans and the constant people around us it hasn't been just us in a long time... I just want to be with you just you." I said taking a breath "it's nothing you did. you. did. nothing." I said. The mattress moved and I grabbed on to his chest because I thought he was leaving. "please don't leave me." I whispered. Ash's grip tightens on me. "I won't leave I'm right here and I'll be here as long as you need me to." He kissed me and I kissed back my senses coming alive and because I'd gotten it off my chest I smiled for the first time in forever.