5sos imagines

I miss you. (Ashton)

I didn't think it would hurt this much. Especially on nights like this when i'm all alone cuddling the stuffed puppy he gave me before he left. Tears running continuously down my cheeks and I miss you by blink 182 on repeat. I wanted to call him but at the same time I didn't want him to know it hurt me this much. Little did I know it hurt him just as much. So I sat wallowing in my self sorrow for quite sometime before I finally decided that I really didn't want to be alone right now. So I grabbed my phone and called one of Ash and I's closest friends Louis Tomlinson. Louis thought of me as a little sister and he was a brother to me. He answered after 3 rings. "Ello love? you alright?" Lou asked. "I-" My voice cracked and a sob tumbled out of my mouth that I couldn't control. "Y/N?" He asked concern evident in his voice. "I-I Miss h-him Lou... A-aaAnd I d-Dont want to be a a alone right now... Could you please come over?" I asked sniffling softly. "Absolutely I was actually fixing to call you and ask if I could come hang with you... Ash wanted me to check up on you but I can see you are not doing well be over in 8 love you." He said. "Love you too see ya." I said hanging up the phone. I cuddled the puppy closer and waited. *8 minutes later* KNOCK KNOCK. "Lou?" I called. "Its me." he replied. I got up and opened the door instantly engulfing him in a hug. "There there it'll be alright." Lou comforted rubbing my back lightly. "It hurts so much." I whimper quietly as Louis lead me over to the couch. "I know and you really are'nt prepared for it either." He said softly. " that's true." I nodded. "So want to watch a movie?" Lou asked. "Sure which?" I asked. "Uhmm Zoolander? something you know funny to get your mind off everything?" Lou asked. I gave a small smile and nodded. Just then Lou's phone went off. It was Ashton facetiming. "Hello?" Lou answered glancing at me. "Hey Lou have you checked on y/n yet?" Ashton's warm aussie voice came through the speakers. "Uhm actually she and I were just getting ready to watch Zoolander because she called me crying." Louis said turning the phone around so I could see him. "BABE." His eyes lit up. "Hi." I said weakly tears escaping my eyes. "Oh no please don't cry." Ash begged.But I couldn't help it and started full on sobbing. "Oh Dear." Lou said pulling me into a hug. "Y/N baby it'll be alright please just-stop stop- crying i- I can't stand to see you cry." Ash's voice rang around the room. "I'm sorry sorry." I apologized trying to pull myself together. "No no no it's fine don't be sorry you couldn't help it. Look I love you and i'll leave you to your movie ok. I have to go on stage anyway" Ash said. "Alright then love you too." I smiled. he hung up. "Right that's it you're going out there to surprise him." Louis said grabbing my laptop from the coffee table. 'What?" I asked. "I'm buying you a ticket to go surprise him 7 and a half months is too long to be away from your love." Louis said looking up flights. 'Well- are-are you sure." I asked hesitantly. "Absolutely." Lou said. " So the soonest flight would leave tonight at 10:30 and you'd get to New York by 2:30am. That alright?" Louis asked staring at the computer screen. 'If you'll help me pack and drive me to the airport." I noted that the time was 8:45. "sure."Louis smiled booking a seat. "Now who would be able to pick you up and keep this a secret?" I pondered holding my phone. Lou and I both turned to each other and exclaimed "LUKE." at the same time. I quickly rang his number. "Hello?" He answered. "Hey it's y/n are you anywhere near Ash right now?" I asked. "Nah why?" Because Louis just booked me a flight over there departing from here to New York  tonight and It leaves at 10:30 and arrives and laguardia at 2:30 am and I want to surprise Ash so I was wondering if  you'd be so kind as to pick me up and bring me to the hotel... PLeaseeeeee." I begged. "Of course y/n and this might be the coolest thing you ever done." Luke chuckled. " Yeah  anyway thanks and I'll see you in a couple hours." I said. "See ya." and Luke hung up. "Yes! all that's left is to pack.' I cheered jumping up and down. I pulled Lou in for a hug. "Thank you Thank You Thank You." I chattered. "You're Welcome love I didn't like seeing you so upset." Lou laughed. So we packed my bags and Lou drove me to the airport. "Thanks again Lou." I called getting out of the car. "You're welcome...  be safe." Lou said before driving off. I walked in and went through security and got on the plane. **MANY HOURS LATER**I walked off the plane and streatched. I walked into the lobby and glanced around until I saw Luke. "I smiled and waved. "hey Luke I missed you." I smiled giving him a hug. "Me too shorty but I know someone who misses you more. "Well c'mon then what are we waiting for." I laughed rolling my eyes at the nickname. We arrived at the hotel and Calum and Mike were waiting in the lobby.  "Y/n we missed you." They said each giving me a hug which I returned. "I missed you guys too." I said. Cal thrust a keycard in my hand. "Floor 5 room 216 he's jet lagged" Cal smiled. "Thanks guys." I said my eyes misting over. "No prob c'mon." Mike said dragging me into the elevator. As we rode up they noticed my shaking. "You cold y/n?" Luke asked. "No just a little nervous." I admitted. " Well don't be he is going to be ecstatic." Luke said giving me a hug. I smiled and nodded. I walked up to his door as the boys ducked into their separate rooms. I unlocked the door and heard "Luke?". I spoke up "Not quite tall enough." I giggled walking into the center of the room. "BABE!?" Ash exclaimed jumping off the bed and engulfing me in a hug. "Surprise." I whispered hugging him back tightly. "It was Lou's Idea." I said later as we cuddle trying to be as close as humanly possible. 'Well I'll have to thank him." Ash said kissing my nose. 'I'm just happy you're here." Ash said holding me. "Well there's no place I'd rather be." I said referring to being in his arms. "I Love you." Ash whispered to me as I drifted to sleep.'Love you too." I replied. We fell asleep together right where we belonged tangled in each others arms.