5sos imagines

Best Friends in Love (Calum)

(kinda based on the song wasted by mkto)
I'm in love with my best friend there's no denying that. I'm holding on to the dream that he loves me back that little tiny bit of hope. I mean wouldn't it be crazy to think that I could be in love. ID give him my heart but id just Fuck it up like always. That's why hes currently inside asleep and I'm on my fire escape crying at our sleepover right now. I always screw stuff up with anyone and everyone who gets close to me. I pull my knees to my chest and cry into them . Then I feel a hand on my back and hear "yn are you ok?" Cal asks. I just sigh. " Ok obviously  youre not what's up want to talk about it?" He asks. "I- I can't." I responded gulping. "Oh C'mon we're best friends you can tell me anything." He said sitting beside me. "There that's it right there." I blurted without thinking. I gasped and slapped my hand over my mouth. "What?" Cal asked confused. "N-Nothing just forget it." I spoke. "No c'mon tell me." Cal said using a finger to tilt my chin up so I was looking at him. My heart started pounding and I fought internally. Should I tell him? Finally I just owned up to it. I took a deep breath. "Look Cal Idon't know if you feel the same way but... I like you okay there I said it but i'm afraid too. I scared that'll give you my heart then I'll just fuck it up cause I always do OK so there." I said sniffing and wiping my eyes. Cal  just sat there for a moment then spoke. "You have no idea how long i've wanted to hear you say those goddamn words. I do feel the same I love you y/n." Cal said then pulled me in and we kissed passionately sparks flying. "Mmm that felt right."I said giggling and tucking a piece of hair behind me ear. "I've wanted to that for so long." Cal said smiling. I nodded then we sat in silence for a while. I yawned. "Alright sleepy head lets go back to bed... wanna cuddle??" He  asked excitement in his voice. "Sure." I smiled and nodded. So that's just what we did.