5sos imagines

Help me

"Hello? Ash? Cal? Mikey? Luke?" I call into the apartment. I got four different responses. I walked into the room to see the guys all sitting around watching a movie. "Hey babe come join us." My Boyfriend Cal said motioning to the space beside him. "Lemme just change." I said running to our room and sliding on yoga pants and a t shirt. I walk back out to the couch and plop beside Cal. I try to focus on the movie and pushing my bad day to the back of my mind. As I sit there the more I don't wanna be here. "I'm going to bed." I said standing up and walking away. I slid under the covers. I toss and turn and toss and turn before finally drifting off into a dreamless sleep. It is about 1:30 am when I wake my cheeks and pillow wet. I must of been crying in my sleep. I glance beside me at Cal sleeping peacefully. I slide out from under the covers and walk towards the kitchen. As I walk through the living room I notice the multiple sleeping lumps which I conclude to be the boys who had just decided to spend the night. "Great." I mutter quietly. I step into the kitchen and something snaps. I crumple to the ground bottled up sobs finally slipping out my body no longer able to contain them. "Y/n? You okay?" I look up and into the eyes of a half awake Mikey. "Oops sorry did I wake you?" I hiccup whispered. "No but are you okay?" Mikey asks bending down beside me. "I don't know anymore."i whispered. I stood up and pushed past him. I unlocked and slipped out the back door my lip trembling. I step onto the grass and crumple again this time being as loud as I want. I start screaming and pounding the grass ripping up bits of it throwing it in the air. When my fit is all over I curl on to my side clutching my knees tight whimpering. Only then do I see Mikey and Ash standing on the back porch watching me. Ash steps toward me. "Do you want Cal?" He asks softly placing a hand on my back. I just nod and Ash motions to Mikey to go get Cal. Ash stays by my side until Cal comes running out. When i see him I sit up and hold my arms out sniffling like a little kid. Cal bends down and wraps me in his arms. "What's wrong baby girl just tell me please I don't wanna see you cry."He soothes holding me tight. So there we are at 1 in the morning sitting in a circle me in Cal's arms I spill my guts. I tell about my bad day and my assbutt of a boss and my friends ditching me because apparently I'm not good enough for them anymore. "Oh baby I'm so sorry you had to go through that alone." Cal whispers in my hair. "Its not your fault... sorry I woke you guys... I'm tired now I'm just gonna go back to bed cal will you come with me?" I asked standing up. Cal nodded and led me back inside. Each of the guys gave me a hug and a pat on the back. I fell back asleep in the safety of Cal's arms. "I love you." I whispered. "I love you too baby, now go to sleep you're safe now." he said holding me close.