5sos imagines

Ashton 6

"Dear Ashton, I hate what I'm doing to you. I'm not good enough for you I'm flawed. you you're perfect sweet funny and kind. go find a girl that deserves you because I sure don't. I will miss you but don't come looking for me. love y/n." I signed my note to Ashton. I grabbed my bag and headed out the door. I was going to stay at my friend Ella's for a couple days then get a plane ticket to America. I walked tears flowing down my cheeks. I made it to Ella's and walked in locking the door behind me. "Ella tell me I'm doing the right thing before I turn around and run back to Ash." I said hiccuping. "come on I've got sleepless in Seattle and chocolate ice cream." Ella said ushering me in.
Ash: POV
I just wanna hurry up and get home to y/n. I wanna hold her. I walk in and set down my keys. "Y/N!? Where are you babe?" I call into the house. no answer. I run around looking for her. I find a note and sit down and read it. "No no NO NOOO." I yell. tears are flowing down my cheeks. I sit down and think where could she have gone. Ella's her best friend I grab my keys and jacket and run out of the door.
Yn POV
I'm sitting on the couch with Ella watching sis and the doorbell rings. "I'll get it." Ella said getting up. she opens the door. "is yn here please tell me she's here." I hear ashs voice. I involuntarily sob. Ash looks over Ella's sweater and sees me. he pushes past Ella and wraps his arms around me. he lifts me up and uses his body to hold me up he runs his hands through my hair and starts kissing me roughly. "don't leave me please I need you.i love you. YOU not another girl. I love you and your flaws because they make you who you are. and I'm not perfect either. please just don't leave me I need you I can't live without you." ash says. I'm going to slip soon so I wrap my legs around his waist and run my fingers through his hair. a sigh of relief travels through his body. I somehow found my voice and spoke " I left because I thought you were gonna leave me... but I'll stay if you'll stay." I said holding on to him. "absolutely I'm never leaving you." Ash said grabbing my bag. "Ella thanks for letting her stay but she's coming with me." Ash said carrying me out the door. "you two are crazy... I love you both... goodnight." Ella said shutting the door. "Ash I love you but you don't have to carry me home." I said laughing. " I know I don't have to but I want to." he says. I kissed him passionately then smiled at him. that night we slept tangled In each other's arms.