A Panic Party (Ashton)

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Tonight Luke was throwing a party to celebrate the 2nd album. Ash didn't know I had anxiety and I wasn't going to ruin tonight. Ashton really wants to go to this party. I have a fear of new people and clausterphobia. 6:00 rolls around I finish my makeup and grab my clutch. I walk down stairs and flaunt to Ash. he lets out a low whistle and I giggle. Ash grabs my hand and leads me to the car. Luke lets us in when we arrive there's already a ton of people. We walk in and Ash is called away to talk to some friends. I focus on slowing my breathing and sticking near some one I know. About 20 minutes later there's at least 150 more people here and I fell the familiar pangs of a full fledged panic attack starting. Shit. I push through the crowd get pushed right back. I hit a loosely packed pocket and run for the stairs. Knowing Luke he probably wouldn't let anyone upstairs. I made the mistake of not looking where I was going and ran straight into Mikey. We lock eyes for a split second and he sees the complete fear and panic in them and runs after me. I run upstairs and into the first room I see. thankfully it's a guest room. I sink on the floor and pull my knees to my chest. Im hyperventilating and sobbing at this point. I hear footfall behind me. I jerk my head up and see Mikey he followed me. "Whats wrong Y/N?" He asks squatting in front of me. All I can do is nod yes or no. "Anxiety?" Mikey asks. I nod. "Should I go get Ashton?" He asks I vigourusly nod. "Okay I'll be right back try not to die." Mikey said running down the stairs. 5 minutes later Someone sits beside me. I look up and see Ash. I collapse into him. "Why didn't you tell me you have anxiety?" He asked softly. My voice as slightly returned so in a breathy squeaky voice I say "I'm sis sorry I didn't want to ruin this party for you. I t s my fault I'm I'm a bb. Ad girlfriend." I said. "No you're not no." Ash said hugging me. "Come on lets get you home." Ash said helping me up. Once we make it home we spend the rest of the night in each other's arms.

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