It's been 3 and a half months since Michael and I have seen each other in person. I felt so low so alone so Lost. I curl in a ball on the bed and cry all the tears I'd held back trying to be strong are released. Sobs are racking my body. My laptop Skype starts ringing I slapped it thinking I hit ignore but instead I hit pick up. "Babe? You okay?" I hear Michael's voice through the speaker over my sobs. "Wha?" I jerk around. Michael sees my tears. I look at the screen Mikey's not the only one on screen Cal and Ash are there too. "Shit!" I mumble. I end the video chat and slam the laptop shut. I immediately hear my phone buzz. I ignore it and continue crying. It starts ringing. Great he's calling now. I throw my phone across the room. I turn off the light and sob in the darkness until I cry myself to sleep. When I wake it's 1pm. I walk over to where I threw my phone. I unlock it 14 unread messages and 8 missed calls. I read the messages then text him:
E: hey I'm fine okay.
M: thank god you're alive. and no you're not.
E: mike leave it alone. I am fine.
M: no you're not you were sobbing.
E: I AM FINE.
M: no mrs hardheaded you're not now go to bed I have to go and won't be able to txt for a while. I love you baby.😍😘
E: Kay love you too mike😘😍😘😘😘
I flop back on the bed and pull a pillow close and cuddle it. I fall into a dreamless sleep. When I wake I feel a warm arm draped around my waist and the pillow I was cuddling is gone. I roll over and come face to face with a slumbering Michael. I look at his face and a rush of emotions fall over me I start sobbing again. Mikey wakes. "Shh I'm here now shhhh." he soothes. Hearing his voice and feeling his arms around me cause something in me to turn. I pour my heart out to him. "Mikey I just I missed you some much that it hurt and it hurt so much that I felt lost. like I was ready to just give up. I hung up on you cause I didn't want to let you see me cry. I'm sorry." I say burying my face in his chest. "Shh it's okay... I won't let you feel lost ever again. okay I love you and everything about you. you are my one and only." Mikey said putting his forehead on mine. "I love you too." I whispered.
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FanfictionThese are some stories that I've written involving all members of 5 Seconds of Summer. (Author's note: I just want to say to anyone who might read this TRIGGER WARNING in some of the stores, also anything written in 2017 and earlier came from a slig...
