Out Of Her League

feelings are fragile

Sage and I have been friends since as long as I can remember. Throughout all of my changes she stood beside me every step of the way. But before highschool she exchanged to a special school but luckily she's still lives close by. I can't wait to see her it felt like forever, I haven't seen her since the summer.
"SAGEEEE"
"JADEEEE"
"Ugh it's so good to see you again! You look great!!
It felt like forever since we last talked. I missed you so much. So how've you been school, life, boys you know the regular teenage stuff"
I totally forgot I never really got the chance to tell her that I like girls. But how will she take it? Will she be supportive? She expects me to like guys? I mean I do...I think.
"Well I wouldn't necessarily say there's guy but...there is a girl.."
"Oh you're gay?"
"Well yeah I guess"
"Oh sorry I probably sounded mean, but you know I still love you! I don't care what you look like, who you like, what you like. Im just glad you're in my life, just as you are"
"Phew you scared me for a minute but thank you it means a lot no one really knows"
"Okay so who's the lucky girl"
"Well it's sorta a long story you should probably sit down"
*hours later*
"Oh wow just wow. I wish I was there to comfort you. And this Katherine girl and I are gonna have to talk"
"Haha I don't think that's necessary for now at least"
"Girl she's ruining your chances with the prettiest girl at your school and you wanna let it go because she's threatening you??? No way! You will have your high school sweet heart if it's the last thing I do.
"Thanks Sage but I don't wanna start anything. I just wanna get through highschool that way we can move into the city and live our dreams."
"Don't forget we are getting cats when we get our own home"
"Yes of course how could I forget"
-new message-
from, Katherine
(attachment one image of katherine and serenity kissing )
I think your little girlfriend is hurt by the fact that you've been ghosting her. How cruel of you to hurt her feelings like that. Well I guess I'll just comfort her. Since you finally learned your place.

I started to cry. I was speechless. I was so naive to fall into Kathrines little trap. Now my everything is gone. How could I have been so fooled by her. She got what she wanted all along. But if Serenity is more happy with her then I'm happy. I run to the bathroom that way Sage doesn't see me like this.
"Hey what's wrong talk to me after you looked at your phone you ran away."
"You're right. All I do is runaway. And look where it's gotten me. Who am I even running from. Where am I even running to. I can't run from life I can't even run because how fat I am. I just hate myself. She said she loved me. She made me happy. But in the end she hurt me. Of course she doesn't care, she never genuinely cared. Her friends probably dared her to go out with me. I was gullible to even think someone would love me...
"HEY DON'T SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF OKAY? I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. AND THEY DON'T KNOW WHAT THEY'RE MISSING. YOU'RE BEAUTIFUL AND PERFECT THEY JUST MESSED WITH YOU'RE FEELINGS AND THEY WILL PAY. I hate seeing you like this."
"Thanks, I'm sorry no I made this all about me. How's your school life?"
"Girl you're clearly still not okay we can just call it a night I can take you back home and we can meet up tomorrow okay?"
"Yes thank you and I'm sorry I really don't deserve you"
"Of course I'll always be here for you no matter what"