We see her mom standing outside the door crying her eyes out. I almost forgot about her but I definitely didn't forget what she said. It's like everything everyone has ever said that brought me down has stuck with me. But I try to move pass it everyday since Seren always lifts me up.
"Mom what the hell do you want?!"
"Honey I'm just so-"
"Actually I don't wanna hear it my girlfriend is a little under the weather so she needs some rest I don't have time for you"
She stood up for me again!!! But this time she called me her girlfriend...those words made me feel so special especially coming from her. AND IN FRONT OF HER MOM INSTANT BUTTERFLIES. But it kinda sounded like her mom was apologizing maybe we should go back and hear her out. But I can't tell her that she may get furious. But Im so curious.
"Hey...what do you think your mom was trying to tell you down there?" I ask
"I don't know it doesn't matter it's in the past now"
"Well she was sorta crying and it kinda I don't know sounded like she was apologizing"
"ARE YOU SAYING YOU FORGIVE THAT NASTY BITCH DON'T YOU REMEMBER WHAT SHE SAID TO YOU TO ME??? I can't forgive her...not now at least"
Suddenly tears start forming I'm not sure why but hearing her yell at me hurts..I didn't mean to hurt her I was just curious I knew I shouldn't have asked I knew! I'm so stupid. I quickly grab my things and run home from embarrassment.
"WAIT...Jade I didn't mean it like that..." she says as I walk away
Her and her mother's words fill my mind. How could I be so stupid to fall in love. This is all my fault. Why am I like this. Why was I born? Please I didn't ask to be here all I'm doing is causing problems for myself and more importantly others. Why couldn't I have just died from my "coma" that way Serenity and her mom wouldn't be fighting. She wouldn't know she has a girlfriend. People wouldn't worry anymore it's not like they did but still.
I start walking just everywhere, not sure where I am going I just need to clear my head and fast. The breeze is nice. I come across a bridge. I shouldn't do it. My family wouldn't want me to. But then again it's not like they ever cared or check up on me. Even when my dad died all they did was blame me and told my mother to abandoned me. My own mother who gave birth to me was gonna just leave me on the streets just like that? Because she needs her families approval when I'm the only real family she has left??! I comforted her in her worst state. I took care of myself while still balancing school and my own personal life. Maybe I should take the weight off my moms shoulders. If it makes her happy.
I step on the ledge. Damn am I really about to do this? Is it really gonna be this worth it? I look down the fall looks steep no way in hell I'll make it out alive. What am I doing this is so stupid. Please someone help me I just want someone to care.
"HEY FATTY GET YOUR ASS OFF THAT LEDGE" yells someone in the distance
"What?" I say
I look around and I see the most person I wouldn't have expected.
Out of all people why is she here?
It's whatever at least she helped me in a way..
"Katherine. What are you doing here??" I ask
"None of your damn business what the hell were you just about to do?!!!"
"Just ummm wanted to feel the breeze from a higher level"
"Nice save but that isn't gonna work. Let's go"
"Go where?"
"Back to your house Ill walk you there I have to make sure you're okay"
Since when did she start to care about me?? All my life I saw her as my bully but now out of all times she wants to care for me. Though I'm shocked I'm quiet grateful.
"Thank you" I say
"Yeah yeah shut up we don't have to ever bring this up" as she sniffles
"Are you...crying???"
"WHAT EW NO NOT FOR YOU ITS ALLERGY SEASON YOU IDIOT"
"No I think you were crying for me...
She was definitely crying. Even early as she was telling me to come down I saw her wiping her tears.
We get back to my house and I bring her up to my room.
"What's your deal really. This seems a little off" I say confused
"You know I didn't expect your room to look like this it's quiet nice...surprisingly"
"Thanks I guess but stop ignoring my question and answer me"
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Out Of Her League
Romantizmjade,a girl who is insecure over her weight is always keeping to herself until one day she runs into the stunning popular girl name serenity who she can't help but look up to in the empty class room she always finds herself feeling safe in. what wil...