falling for alona

22 ... drunk confessions

falling
for alona
22

alona

Ugh! What the fuck is wrong with me? What was I fucking thinking confessing my love for him? Fuck! Fuck! Fuck of all fucks! He just... he just makes me so angry! How could he humiliate me like that!? I poured my entire heart out and he just completely throws my feelings away like they're complete garbage to him!

I'm so angry, I could just scream!

I never want to see his face again! I'll just punch it.

"I fucking hate men!" I screamed while storming into the dark kitchen. I rampaged through the top and bottom cabinets, searching for any kind of drink Eli keeps for parties. I nearly broke the stupid kitchen.

"You're coming with me," I smirked at the bottle of Vodka I found. I didn't bother grabbing a cup because let's face it, I just got heartbroken. I'm consuming
at least half of this even if I didn't drink that much.

But something in me told me not to drink even a sip of this bottle and I didn't know why. But I ignored it.

Or at least tried to. I felt nauseous but I didn't let it ruin what was already ruined for me as I headed upstairs to cry and drink and scream in my room all hours of the night. Something in me just finally snapped.

I thought I was just angry with him but no. Not until I realized how heartbroken and lovesick I was after two hours of staring at photos and stupid videos of him.

Love sucks. A heads up would've been helpful.

God, I hate men.

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third pov
okay, i lied y'all.

"Yo man what's up with you asking about Alona lately? She's fine bro." Eli said into the phone, assuring Donny who was on the other line as he just got home at 1 am.

"I just care about her. Is she home? Are you sure?"

Eli rolled his eyes while heading upstairs after locking the front door. He headed towards his best friend's bedroom which was cracked open. Peeking in, he checked her bed before going into his room.

"She's in bed, sleep. Now stop stalking."

"I don't stalk, I just—"

"Care, yeah I know. Man, you gotta get over this crush." Donny gulped, surprised that Eli would even know. He hadn't realized it but more people than he knew, knew about his crush on Alona. His friends on the soccer team secretly teased him about it a lot at practices.

Or even at games when she was in the crowd.

"We all know about ya crush bro."

"Why should I get over my crush? Just so you can steal her?" He said defensively while Eli rubbed his face.

"Man Alona isn't picky but she likes someone."

"How do you know?" Donny thought about Mr. Walker or Levi, he didn't care what he was called. He wasn't even sure if Levi Walker was his real name.