And when I start speaking about it my eyes they tear up and I cannot stop them as they roll down my cheeks hating myself for it.
After all I am tired of crying everytime I am to talk about it with someone.
Anyone in general maybe it be family or friend it just hurts a little too much making it indeed hard to breath.
And there I sit choking on pain as the oxygen around me is once again useless it's just there it doesn't do anything as I claw my neck and scratch my eyes rubbing 'em harshly.
I want it to stop but it just won't and I'm sick of it all of it once.