VENT

The holidays

Everyone's happy..
Everyone is celebrating after all the years about to end.. after all it's Christmas.
Yet here I am sitting in bed wishing everyone who is celebrating knowing I've never celebrated any holiday truly that no matter what the occasion.
That there has been no true joy no matter what.
So I sit in bed and wallow as my friends and the rest of the world makes gingerbread houses and decorates cookies.
Maybe somewhere along being alone and lonely I long for happiness like the others.