Tw:mention of SH and Sucide.
She is so much more then her ugly laugh and her extra pounds.
She is so much more then her bad grades and dropping GPA.
Yet she hides it all underneath her boring exterior to fit in with those kids who don't forget to mock her.
Her hands painted with scars of her own doing.
Her book filled with words of heartache.
Her mind with poetry and yet she says nothing when they call her chubby and ugly and what not.
She closes her eyes and hums her tunes and when she finds herself alone, her hands blotches with ink stains, eyes filled with life knowing that all alone she was safe , safe to write her thoughts and sing her melodies.
That there would be no judge and no mockery but then again she would just turn into the BIG GIRL as soon as she wasn't alone.
Snr wouldn't be her.
She would be the dull duff of the class and these thoughts had made her do this.
Had they been kinder she would've survived.
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This piece is named firefly for they are quite stunning in reality.
They are beautiful if you look at them closely.
Eventhough they don't live long they are mostly considered romantic by many people.
Just like this piece as we see she doesn't live but there was so much beauty in her and her life that was overlooked.
