I've never truly let go of it.
No not with the screaming and scolding.
The harsh words swirling in my mind.
No I've never truly let go of any of it.
And the pain it eats me raw at nights leaving me hollow in the mornings.
At times I do not see any meaning in staring a new day.
It is a endless loop of misery and I am nothing short of trapped.
Struggling.
Gasping for breathe yet coming short of it.
It is gruesome how I claw my throat raw
Skin red
Nails chipped.
Eyes teary.
I've never truly let go have I.
