And I want to feel whole again even if it's just for a moment.
I want to feel like I use to.
Like how the ink flows and how fast the pages fill up whilst I try to explain my helplessness.
I want to feel even If it overwhelms me.
Please just this once.
I want to feel for I am so sacred I've turned into this ruthless evil with no humanity that even some pain would be of great pleasure.
I'm begging I wanna feel again even if it isn't all the warm and happy colours of joy.
I just Want to feel.
~Numb
