VENT

Disorientation

They said once u have ur first kiss, it's a milestone an achievement.
But it didn't feel like it no.
It felt brusing and betrayed; it felt harsh and unwanted.
An act of mercy of sorts.
A show of pity.
It didn't feel lively or like when flowers bloom in spring or the way autumn wind softly blows the hair back.
It felt dark filled with disgust.