scrapped jadam oneshots :')

practise

*screams*

I take a deep breath in and out a couple of times, trying to calm down. My friend Adam is meeting me behind the gym during lunch to practise kissing. It sounds really lame but you know what else is lame? Messing up the real kiss on prom night. Both Adam and I have dates (which we never thought was possible) and because we're not gay, we figure it'd mean nothing if we practise with each other. Now, I know what you're thinking, "but, jAmEs! Can't you just use your hand or your arm??" But listen, practising on your hand or your arm just doesn't cut it. It's not real.

So it'll just be two bros, behind the gym, kissing because we're not gay. It's not weird, alright. Just two buddies. We'll say no homo afterwards, don't worry.

I hear footsteps and my head shoots up. It's Adam walking my way. "Hey, James." I smile and wave. He sits down and we stay silent for a bit.

Adam clears his throat and speaks up, "Should we just... do it? Quick practise then go?" I nod and turn to him, preparing myself. "Okay... alright. Super quick." I confirm as I lean towards him. We both close our eyes. I keep leaning until my lips slowly reach Adams.

It takes a few more seconds before our lips are fully touching. Unlike how I thought it'd go, I quickly get the hang of it. I lean a little closer and so does Adam. I open one eye, not pulling away and see Adam looking back at me. Neither of us part. In fact, we just start to enjoy it even more. I open my mouth slightly to take a breath before pushing my lips back onto Adams.

I bring my hands from my lap and move one to Adams back and one to his head to pull him closer. Adam does the same. Before I know it, the kiss gets more passionate than intended.

I think I'm making out with my best friend.

But, his lips are so soft! And this just feels so right!! Like this is where I'm meant to be and this is what I'm supposed to be doing.

Adam's fingers continue to brush through my hair until the kisses get longer and softer as we slowly pull apart. I pull my lips from Adams one last time and lean my forehead on his. We stare into each other's eyes before awkwardly turning from each other. I bring my hands to my lap and stare at them, confused as to why I enjoyed that so much.

"That was... I... you," Adam stutters as he tries to break the silence, "I have no idea what just happened..." he finishes, slowly.

"I don't either..."

We remain silent for a couple more moments before Adam speaks up.

"I-It... Sorry I... It wasn't just me who really enjoyed that, right?" Adam asks nervously.

I shake my head, "No, I enjoyed it too." 

i didn't know how to finish it and now its like 2 years old :')