This is old/ not up to date, incredibly short and... i dunno I didn't have an idea of where to go with it ;_;
***Angst Warning***
I did research for this so I didn't get the situation in California wrong (cause that's where James and Adam live. And if they don't... well pretend they do lol). Are you proud of me mum?? *cOuGh* ...okay onto the sads.
We've been in lock down for 17 days now. And it's getting worse. Each day drags on longer than the last. I thought I'd get sick of staying inside. Not the person I'm in here with. Especially considering that person is the love of my life. Or maybe was... We don't seem in sync anymore. We don't smile together like we used to. We spend time on opposite sides of the house, doing our own thing. And when we're not we're fighting. Over more than just 'choccy milk'. I don't know how much longer I can do this... watching our relationship fall apart in front of me... It's painful.
I've been animating for a few hours now. 12:53. I should get some food... I push away from my desk and stand up. Before I walk out of my room I peak outside to see if Adam's nearby. Once I see the coast is clear I step out. Wait what did I just do? Am I actually checking to make sure he's not here? I sigh as I reach for the loaf of bread Adam bought yesterday. This relationship might not last much longer... As I spread some peanut butter on the bread I hear Adam walk into the kitchen. "Hey James." With a blank expression I greet him. Adam carefully walks around me to get some bread for himself.
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scrapped jadam oneshots :')
FanfictionYou know what? New book of all the oneshots I wanna scrap but also thought were decent ideas. I just have a bunch of stuff I got halfway into, left for months and when I wanna come back to them I'm put off by how bad my old writing is. But I figure...
