Kpop x male reader

Stray kids-Lee Minho, Han jisung

My first chapter on here to write a poly one! Yay. Except it's a not so happy one.
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Y/ns pov
It started off with me meeting Minho. He was always kind and caring, always checked up on me and planned amazing dates. I noticed when we hung out he would bring jisung along but I didn't care. Jisung is an extremely attractive guy and he is funny. I thought he was super cool also so him being around was a plus.

They were always pretty close and touchy but I didn't really think much about it because a lot of guy friends are like that these days.

I was wrong. Completely wrong.

Not  about them being cool and funny, handsome, thoughtful. I was right about all of those things. But they aren't just friends. I've been going on dates with Minho but Minho and jisung are dating. They are both poly and were looking to add someone to their relationship, that's normal of course.

I'm not angry that they are together, I've been in poly relationships before. I don't mind them, in fact I love being in them. I'm angry because they lied to me.

If they had told the truth from the beginning I would have been 100% okay with that and gone on dates with BOTH of them.

So here I am, sitting here. Wanting to punch myself in the face for not seeing this sooner and wanting to punch them in the face for lying to me. 

"I-.. You-.." I stumble not knowing what to say. What  the fuck am I supposed to say? There are no directions on how to handle this situation.

"So- let's just get this situation straight so we are all on the same page.. You both wanted to add someone in your relationship. Minho and I met each other, I caught his eye so he talked to you, jisung, about me. Then Minho asked me out, started taking me out on dates, and completely lied to me about your guys relationship. Thinking I would be okay with you lying to me?"

Jisung looks over at Minho who is staring at me. Jisung shakes his head no and I groan. I run my hand through my hair and close my eyes.

"The plan was to have Minho take you on 2 or 3 dates and get to know you a bit. You guys clicked and so we decided to have you meet me and see if we also clicked. We were going to tell you earlier but we got so caught up and got so attached.. We didn't want to lose you" Jisung explains,  his voice sounding a little shaky.

"This.. This is so fucked! You guys lied to me and expected me to be okay with it!?" now I'm yelling. I don't know what the fuck I am feeling. I'm pissed! And sad.

They both seem a bit taken aback by my yelling.. Jisung opens his mouth to talk but closes its after a minute.

Relationships and potential relationship are all about communication and being honest with each other. Even if I end up forgiving them I won't be able to properly trust them ever again.

My phone goes off and I groan.

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Tae

Tae
I know you said not to text you bc
you are busy but Nari just flipped
out on a customer and is possibly
being arrested.

Me
What the fuck happened? What did she
do? Im in the middle of something. I
Don't understand how she does this to
herself.

Tae
Sorry boss. I don't know how it
started. I just walked out to them
Fighting. If you are super busy I
Can take care of it.

Me
No I took her in, its my job to watch her
If the police get called and they come
tell them to wait for me to come. Im on
My way in a minute.

Tae
Okay. The lady is calling the cops
right now so I would hurry.

Me
Got it. Im about to leave. Keep the 2 of
them away from each other

Tae
Already have. See you soon

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I put my phone in my pocket and grab the rest of my stuff. "Lucky for me my employee has anger issues. I have to go" I say not looking up at them.

"You can't just leave.. We haven't even talked just yet"

I can actually. Regardless on how much I like them I don't like being lied to. Do I want to be with them? Yes. But do I trust them? No. Not in the slightest.

If someone willingly lies to you about something as big as this they will lie to you about more. I don't want to take that risk. I have enough trust issues as it is.

I slide my wallet in my pocket. "Y/n.." I hear Minho say. I ignore it and turn to walk away.

One of them grabs my arm and when I turn its Minho. A very depressed looking Minho.

I pull my arm away from him and frown.

"Please just let me go.. I'll call you guys later or something like that" I mumble looking away from him.

Minho stares at me for a few seconds before nodding.

I kind of want them to try harder. Ask me to stay and talk. It may sound stupid but if they ask again I would say yes. I want them to fight for it, not just give up the first time I ask to leave.  Maybe it's my pride or maybe it's my issues but I want them to fight for me and they won't. Not now at least.

So for now I'll leave and hopefully I'll get over myself enough to call.