Kpop x male reader

Stray kids -Felix

Honestly, this one is just comfort for dysphoria because mine is bad right now. Plus Felix is a softie so here we go.
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Y/n's pov
It is one of those days. The days that looking at myself makes me want to cry. My body's Just a constant reminder that I was born wrong. My body and my brain are different and I can't change it. Dysphoria is a pain that I'll go through all of my life. No matter how many surgeries I have. How many hormones I take. At the end of the day I was born a female and I can't change that. My mind is giving me an overload of dysphoria at this point. Suddenly I hear someone's voice. It's Felix I think.

"Babe I decided to stop by! Where are you?" I hear him ask from in the living room. I quickly put a hoodie on then walked into the living room.

Yes, Felix knows I'm trans and he often comforts me. "Hey.." I say smiling at him. He smiles and hugs me.

"You look tired... Have you slept?" he asks kissing my cheek. I chuckle at his cuteness.

"I should be asking you that question.." I say patting his head. He Pouts for a moment then laughs a bit. "Are you okay though? You look kinda miserable" Felix asks tilting his head at me. I sigh and look at him. We have known each other for so long...

He can read me like an open book. It's honestly surprising how observant he is. "It's just one of those days.." I say frowning.

After hearing that he hugs me and kisses my cheek. "Do you want me to stay over? We can bake brownies and cuddle" I smile and kiss his forehead. Lee Felix can have whoever he wants but he stays with me. I have no clue why. He could be with a real male who doesn't have as many issues. He could have chose someone who didn't have to be taken care of constantly... But he still stays with me.

"Don't you have a schedule today?" he shakes his head no and tells me that he's finished it already.
  "As long as I'm not keeping you from doing anything then stay with mee" I say smiling at him. He nods and walks into the kitchen.. That dork

                   {Time skip}

Being around Felix makes me really happy and u love him with all of my heart but there's still that lingering feeling of dysphoria that's wracking at my brain. Like no matter what I do it's always there. Like there's no getting rid of it. Felix randomly pops up from a random corner and plops down on me.
"I- really felix" he looks up at me and smiles

"We should bake something" he says poking me continuously.  I tap his hand and he just laughs.

"Have I ever said how handsome you are and that I love you?"Felix mumbles before kissing my cheek. Felix always compliments me, he has since we met. Whenever my dysphoria is really bad or when I genuinely just don't feel like myself Felix is always there to cheer me up. He was there when I first started transitioning. When I first got my first t shot he was there with me.
Felix seriously is the sunshine in my life and I'm so glad to have him in my life.