butterflies 🦋

18 vs 21

you're not at your best

i was at my best

and that's okay

and it was everything

you're crying a lot more

i wore genuine smiles

and losing sleep

and woke up early each morning

but then everything changed

but then something changed

you're not happy anymore

i'm not happy anymore

you went through it

i hurt you

it's not your fault

it's all my fault

you don't recognize yourself

i don't know who I am anymore

but i'm still here

i lost my old self

you'll find your way back

my life's been going downhill

i'm sorry

i'm sorry

i still love you

please don't hate me