I wanted your love.
So much so that nothing else in this world mattered--
Only you.
The smell, the sight of you was intoxicating
Oh god, I wanted every part of you
And I did.
I had you.
so much so that I was drowning in you
You weren't good but you weren't bad for me either
You were an addiction I never wanted to stop
I loved and I loved and I loved
"Too much," you said
I laugh now that I think about it
The withdrawal from you almost killed me
But god, I still love you.
Tell me you love me too.
You're still my choice of poison
And I know you always will be.
Drowning in you just made me feel alive
And yes, I know to stay away from pills and vices
That meant staying away from you too
So if I die from overdose,
I'll die in your arms
No other way.
YOU ARE READING
Poems 'cause why not?
PuisiThese poems are supposed to be completely personal for only me and some for her, but why not share it? Surely, in some dimension, we all know how it feels to get our feelings toyed with, be strung along, be in pain, be happy at times too so... Here...
