My Heart (WangXian)

Ch. 10 Confessions & Wait for me

A/N Welcome back my lovelies. Here is the next chapter. The video above inspired me to write this though it will be kind of a different confession. And I will be writing about the same scene in different POV's like I did with the 4th chapter. Also it will have our Lan Sizhui's POV for a bit too. I hope you all enjoy.

Lan Zhan's POV

As I attack the beast I watch Wei Ying twist and turn and lean back, avoiding the beast as he plays. The resentful energy goes from Wei Ying and starts attacking the beast as well. Wei Ying please be careful. Though I notice the accuracy of the music that commands the resentful energy. The resentful energy avoids me but goes straight at the beast. Wei Ying is well practiced. Something I'm both glad and upset about. Then I sense a secondary attack this time from a resentful spirit. I sheath Bichen and make my Zither appear out of thin air. Then I play calming music to try to calm the spirit before sending it away. Wei Ying is still attacking the beast with resentful energy. I dont like this I need to protect Wei Ying. I keep playing my Zither to calm the resentful spirit. Then I notice as I play, some of the resentful energy go back and start to attack Wei Ying though most of it still attacks the beast. Wei Ying gasps as it attacks him. Oh No! He cant dodge the beast, play the flute and fight off the resentful energy all at the same time. I play my Zither harder wanting to hurry this up so I can try to help Wei Ying. The resentful spirit stills for a moment then it turns and goes straight for Wei Ying. Hitting him in the chest. The impact of that ontop of the resentful energy that is also attacking him, he falls back. Wei Ying! From a distance I also hear a scream. It's not Sizhui, so it must be young master Jin Ling. I wonder what's happening with them? Wei Ying then spits out blood. Then he holds his head as the resentful energy and resentful spirit all attack him. I make my Zither disappear and then start attacking the beast with Bichen again. I attack hard, stabbing it multiple times. It cries out and and tries to lash out at me but I dodge it. And I stab it hard and deep. I twist it inside and slice it in half. Ending it. I go to Wei Ying who is struggling and fighting the resentful energy and the resentful spirit that's attacking him. He yells out and his yells and screams echo through the woods. I also hear another scream echo through the woods. But I focus on Wei Ying. Oh Buddha! How do I help him?! He keeps struggling and fighting against the resentful energy and resentful spirit. When I reach out for him he struggles against me and pushes my hands away. But I know is not me he is fighting. "Wei Ying! Focus. Focus and fight!" I tell him and he continues to yell out as he gets attacked. I sit down beside him and make my Zither appear. I dont know what else to do. And I play.

A bit later

The resentful spirit had left. I had made my Zither disappear. I watch as Wei Ying continues to fight the resentful energy that turned on him. I stay sitting next to him at a loss of what to do besides be by his side. Then I watch as the resentful energy stops and clings to him as it had before. Wei Ying takes some deep breaths. It appears that the attack is finally over. I wonder what the resentful energy did to him? What it tormented him with? And what the effect it will have on him. He sits up clutching his chest, eyes tightly shut. The resentful energy attacked him for so long. After a few moments he opens his eyes and looks at me. He laughs like it was a joke. But he's hiding again. What doesnt he want me to see? "Well that was something." He says. "Wei Ying it's not funny that was dangerous. Demonic Cultivation is so dangerous. You have to be careful!" I tell him. "Its not like that ever happened before. How do I prepare for something like that? The resentful energy usually listens to me." He says looking to the side. "But it does torment you quite often." I point out. "That's different. I expect that at some point. It doesnt really leave me alone in some way. But a full blown attack like this I did not expect so I wasnt prepared." He tells me. How is it different? I look at him closely. He seems very weak. But like he is trying to hide it. Oh Wei Ying. Then I watch as his eyes close and he starts to fall down again. I take him into my arms. What can I do? I cant transfer any spiritual energy to him. I hate this feeling. Of not being able to do anything for him. Then I see a blue butterfly. It's a message. I hold out my hand. It flies to it and it opens.