My Heart (WangXian)

Ch. 12 Hurt,Prove it,Empathy&Kisses

A/N I hope you are ready for some drama. Cause here comes some at you. Someone makes a mistake and their partner gets hurt by it. There will be a proving of ones feelings afterwards. And Wei Ying will get Lan Zhan to use Empathy on him to try to get him to understand why he is the way he is. Plus there will be some hot makeout kisses and a father and son will have a chat. As well as the rest of the journey to Cloud recesses. I hope you are all ready. Let's get into it.

Lan Zhan's POV

It's been a couple of days since the resentful energy attacked Wei Ying, and I comforted him. Then claimed him in multiple ways. We still have our everyday activity. Because Everyday means everyday. It will also mean more than once a day if I can help it or if it's up to me. I cant help it I'm still not so good at expressing myself with words. So I use my actions to show him how much I love him. I also love to hold him I do that every chance I get too. I also give him soft and gentle touches. I dont always touch him in a sexual way. I also tie my forehead ribbon on his wrist as often as possible. It shows him and others that its him I love. Well if others even know the meaning of the Lan Forehead ribbon. Now that he knows of it I continue to remind him and tell him in all ways that I can. We are in town and he had convinced me to actually wear my forehead ribbon. But I have him by the hand. I really dont care who sees or what they may say about it. He is the one I love. And he is mine. Though I notice he still notices girls and tells me I shouldn't ignore pretty girls. But I cant really tell if a girl is pretty. For me he is more beautiful than them all. I asked him how he still sees pretty girls when he has me. He said he may see them sure. But he says I am an ethereal being I surpass them all. He just appreciates their beauty even if they can never reach me. So he is actually really into both? I wonder if I could be? How to know though? "Lan Zhan go relax I will get supplies since I know we won't stay in town long." He says. "Supplies?" I ask. "Yes. Stuff like food, medical supplies and other things we may need. It will still take awhile for us to get to Cloud recesses." He says. "Okay. Do you have enough money?" I ask him wondering if I should give him more. "I still have enough from before dont worry. Go relax Lan Zhan. I will look for you when I get everything I think we may need." He says with a smile. He is giving such a bright bunny smile, it makes me smile a bit too. I want him to keep smiling like this. "Alright. I will see what I could go do. Call me if you need me." I tell him. "I will. Now go relax. Okay?" He says still giving me that bright bunny smile. Before he turns and walks away to where the stalls and stands are. I walk off and look to see what there is in this town. How do I know if I'm attracted to girls too? I see a group of girls wearing bold colored robes heading into this building with a red painted roof. Perhaps there I can find out? I think as I follow them inside the building with a red roof. The smell of strong perfume hits my nose. Does it have to be so strong? There is a flurry of moving bodies. Some girls are dancing around their robes are a bit sheerish. I blink the way they dance is like Wei Ying but it seems more I dont know like it should be private. A woman with a painted face comes up to me. "What business would you like here?" She asks. Is this a place where business is done? "What can be done?" I ask. "Private dances, kissing, but if you want the full package that's going to cost quite a bit." The woman says. What kind of place is this? "Full package?" I ask not knowing what that means. "The full package is a private dance, kissing, touching and sex." She says like she is discussing history. "No. Dont want the full package. Just want to talk and a kiss." I say. I would know by talking and a kiss if I could be attracted to girls. "You must be new to all this. Must still be pure." She says with a smile. "No not pure. I just have someone already. Would never hurt them by having sex or touching someone else that way." I say. "Oh. I get it. Your lover must be a man and you never been with a girl." She says. How in the world did she guess that? Well I'm not going to deny it. "Yes my lover is a man." I say simply. "Come you must choose the girl you want to talk to and kiss." She says and she tells me the price. I take out the amount and give it to her. She takes me to a room where more girls are all standing around. "Pick one." She says. And I look around. It's hard to tell if any of them could be considered pretty. Wei Ying is so beautiful. I see a girl by herself against the wall. Quiet but watching everything. She is wearing black and red. Making me think of Wei Ying. Though she isnt ugly. I cant tell if is pretty. Wei Ying's skin seems fairer and softer but hers doesnt seem bad. She looks at me and she has expressive eyes. She gives me a smile. Not as bright as Wei Ying's but hers isnt bad. "Her?" The woman asks. "She will do."