Book One: Selfless Love [Jikook]

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"Hyung, i heard you had a crush when we were debuting. Is it true?" Jungkook brings up, looking curiously at Jimin.

Jimin looks up from his phone, eyes wide, taken aback. They were in Jimin's room, both on their phones at each end of Jimin's bed, just enjoying the company of the other. They seemed to do that alot. Whenever they would be bored, they would just go to each other's rooms and do their own thing if they didn’t talk.

It had been an hour since Jungkook was there and after finding himself bored with his phone he remembered he had something to ask the older.

Earlier today, when he woke up, he was making his breakfast when Hobi and Taehyung came and sat at the dinner table which was open to the kitchen. He greeted them and listened to them talking while making his food.

They were talking about their debut days, and the topic was somehow about their infamous kiss they shared on the show called Rookie King. Jungkook had laughed at their bickering. Hoseok asking Taehyung about why did he have to bring this up, while he laughed in embarrassment yet it seemed he was amused. That moment no longer felt awkward for them as their relationship was just so close that even embarrassing moments become a laughing stock among them.

It was memorable for Taehyung though. He never fails to bring it up despite being absolutely embarrassed about it when he was younger. It was his first kiss afterall and the members were tired of hearing about it.

Jungkook laughs remembering the moment too. At that time, he was squirming and squealing. It was so foreign to him, two men kissing. He was so young and naive. He didn't think it was wrong because they were men at the time nor does he now, despite being straight he supports the LGBTQ+ community because there's nothing wrong about it. It was so new to him back then, kissing and skinship in general, not something he grew up witnessing.

"I'm going to always bring it up Hobi hyung, you didn't let me have my first kiss with someone i love." Taehyung had said with a pout, acting as if he felt bitter towards the older as Hoseok had played along pulling a nonchalant face.

"Who was going to be your lover anyway, Kim Taehyung?" Hoseok had asked in an arrogant tone, still playing along with whatever kdrama they had going on.

"Hyung, don't bring my lovely Armys into this." Taehyung had raised his chin with a serious expression. Not able to keep up, Hoseok had burst out laughing along with Jungkook.

"Besides, i had a crush back then." Taehyung had nonchalantly shrugged, watching the eyebrows of the two other shoot up in disbelief.

"Wait what? Hyung who?" Jungkook had asked, shook by the declaration.

"And how do we not know? Does anybody know at all?" Hoseok had added, never failing to pull amazing expressions on his face.

Taehyung had chuckled at them both, "She was a stylist, but she worked with us for just 2 month and no, i didn't tell anybody because it was short lasted." He had shrugged. It wasn't really a big deal on his side, just a simple crush which faded away with the other's presence.

"Wow hyung." Jungkook had simply said, with wide eyes and mouth staring at him in astonishment much like Hoseok, until the latter started chuckling.

"Aigoo, our Taehyung had a crush!" Hoseok began laughing and teasing Taehyung as the latter just smiled. Jungkook laughed too.

A crush, his crushes were mostly celebrities. When Jungkook was younger, he didn't really understand love nor really thought about it much. His childhood was spent in making a living for himself and with everything happening around and all the responsibilities he had, he'd never find time to think about a relationship. He wanted one, ofcourse. He wanted to be loved and be able to call someone his but it was never his priority. Infact, none of them really concentrated on finding someone and having a happy love relationship. They were content with having each other for now, often joking around that they belonged to each other, which isn't really a joke anyways. They were also far too focused on their love for music and with their growing success they had to concentrate on their impact on the world and what they wanted to convey too. Plus, it was always a priority of all of them to be content with themselves, to find themselves before getting involved with someone else. That's their goal, bettering themselves for themselves.

So even though Jungkook was not looking for a relationship at the moment, especially till he's in BTS, he wasn't opposed to the idea of finding someone he could love and who could love him for who he is. He had many fears of being in a relationship much like most people would but if he found someone who would help him overcome all those fears, he swore to cherish them with his life.

Before he could get deeper in thoughts, Taehyung had started talking again, attracting his attention with what he said.

"I wasn't the only one who had a crush at that time though." He had said to Hoseok, whose eyes widen again.

"Who else?"

"Jiminie." And that was what shocked Jungkook the most. What? Jimin hyung had a crush?

"What the fuck?" Hoseok had said, mouth agape, he couldn't help but swear.

"Hyung!" Taehyung had exclaimed chuckling as he had heard Hoseok swear.

"Who was it?" Jungkook had asked, curious.

"That i don't know. He never told me so i didn't force him. I was glad to just be the one he told he had a crush to, he refused to give other details." Taehyung had shrugged, continuing on answering Hoseok's curious questions as to how did nobody know these informations. The two soulmates were surely very sneaky.

Jungkook had taken his food next to them, but he wasn't concentrated on their conversation. He was spaced out thinking how could he not know when him and Jimin shared everything with each other even if it was about something way too old. Curious, he made a mental note to ask his hyung about it later.

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