The Thought Of You

twenty one.

Does it really? Or does hell starts with me..hell always started with me and is still going through me. If he's trying to lie to lighten the mood. Or to convince himself the lies he says aloud. I just want to snap at him and tell him that he can stop lying to me already. I don't want to ruin his mood though. So I won't.

"Did you get fucked in the back of the store or something" I joke. Sort of, he seems too happy. "Why would you think that?" He doesn't see the humor in this. I thought I had to be the serious one for today. "You seem so blissful"

"That's only because I was coming over to you" there's some truth in that. I know it's not the only reason like he says it is.

We went to the pizza place and sat in the car for ten minutes. "Ready to go in?" He asks. I went inside with him and headed to the bathroom. Washing my hands I look up and see Kole in the mirror. "What the hell are you doing here!?" I try to keep it down. He ignored me of course, pulling me closer to him he hugs me tight. I try to turn and push him off of me but he doesn't let me.

"Don't look anywhere else besides the mirror." He orders. "If you dont corporate I'll kill you in a heart beat." His hot breathe travels down my neck like fire. His touch feeled like fire. "please dont-" I began but he slides his hand in my underwear. "It's a little to late for that, Alexandra"

He never failed to make me feel good it's just that I don't want him to. At first his hand was burning me like fire but now I can't feel the heat anymore.

The deeper his hand had gotten the louder I moaned. "s-stop it.. please" Val is going to hate me for this. Moaning for another guy. It was clear he wasn't going to stop. " If you tell anyone about this , I'll kill you. Burn in hell with me"

His hand started burning like lava on me. More moans and cries came out. "Alexandra" James started beating on the door trying to get it. Kole came closer to my ear. "Tell him to leave."

I could barely speak, kole fingers came in and out of me so quickly I began to cum."g-go!" I told him. That's when he bust the door. And kole vanished.. I went up against the wall.

"What the heck are you doing.." he looks around the bathroom and shock fills his eyes. A group of people started to peak in behind him. He quickly pushed them back and shut the door.

He looked almost embarrassed of me. I was scared to look behind me. Kole could be there. I looked around anyways. James just stood there looking at the ground.

All around me was cum. Oh God, he's gonna tell Val. "Is there someone else in here..with you" James asked. I couldn't speak. "You sounded like you where talking to someone." I shook my head slowly still confused on what happened.

"If I go look in all those stalls there won't be a guy in there. You won't let him run will you?" He asked. Walking towards me, scanning everything. "Don't" I said so low he probably didn't hear anything.hes going to die and it's my fault.

But I just stand there waiting for something to happen. He comes back from looking around. "You can't masturbate in public Alex... It's attractive as hell but a little privacy would you." What. He's not serious, is he. I stormed over to the stalls and kole was gone.

He follows me thinking I was trying to hide someone. I can't blame him, Kole was just in here. He stares at me wanting to say what's on his mind but doesn't. "What! Say it!"

James mouth turns and so does he. "Say it.." I try to take back the rudeness that accourd through me. "It's not my place to say it." He begins to walk away. Before he does I tug on his hand. Which didn't do anything, I just fell on him. He stops and let me use him to lift myself off the ground. "Just say it the best way you can, who cares it isn't your place?"