The Thought Of You

Chapter Ten.

I have to admit, kole's threat scared me. Not as much, he would have forgotten all this by the morning anyways. As I struggled to lift Val's strong drunken body to the car he kept mumbling something on the lines of "if he lands a hand on my wife, I'll surely kill him" with a anger tone so I couldn't really hear him. I don't know maybe I miss heard him. I definitely could have miss heard him. His voice is deep, I could barely hear his voice in the first place. Now he's mumbling it's even harder to tell what he's saying.

As I leaned Val on the car I searched his pockets for keys. His pants pockets are deep, Alice from Alice and wonderland land would get lost in them. As I went into his pockets "what's your deal babe, we can't fuck in the front of this trashy place!" Val yelled not knowing how loud he was being. I jumped from the yell of his voice, it was so sudden. I giggled reaching into his other pocket. So this It's like when he's drunk, it's funny. "Aye aye aye don't touch me there you know I know you know I know..what are you looming for hmmm? If you're looming for a condom I told you I don't carry them around with me." Val said as he scratched his nose. I tried so hard not to laugh at his comment. My feet started to hurt so I couldn't enjoy myself and laugh."the keys to your car." I said still searching through his pockets even though I'm sure they aren't in there. As if Val would even answer my question correctly in the state that he's in. "Oh ! Our keys are in ur murse" Val mummbled. Murse? What's a.. oh, my purse I giggled to myself. There it was the keys. I unlocked the door and proceeded to carry Val to the passenger seat of the door. "I'm sorry mama, I'm sorry I promise I've always loved you!" Val cried. I froze and turned to meet Val eye's. He was looking up at the clouds that covered the moon. Poor Val. His mother killed herself due to depression. Her depression came from thinking Val didn't love her and was using her to get what he wanted. His other siblings where but not Val. Once she killed herself his father threw all of his children including Val into the adoption center, he never loved them.

Val was the most sane of all of his siblings:they were all glad she did what she did. Val truly loved his mother, and his siblings just used her so did his father, when he became legal he went to college to get good money to start a family that is nothing but love. Obviously he's in college right now but he's almost done. I'm so proud of him. When he fills his purpose and becomes a loving father to his children and a loving husband to his wife. I opened the car door and grabbed Val's arm to walk him I'm the car, "she knows Val, she knows." I strapped Val's seat belt on and I noticed his tears where soaking his shirt. I got into the driver's seat,"drinking doesn't take your pain away, just makes you do stupid things to block out your pain." I thought to myself. On the whole ride back to Val's house he went on Abt how he was going to have children and have a happy family just for her-- his mother-- while he kept crying his eye's out. "We're here." I said quickly, all this baby talk made my mind think of the making of the baby, the process. When I get in the mood, I say/interact as less as possible. I'll end up begging Val for sex, I'm going to be completely honest he is the most attractive guy I've ever seen. He's also a gentleman most, I've always loved the touch of his hand. I would love to touch other things on his body also.. Val got out the car as he cried and went to the door step. His body, what the fuck are you doing. Stop fantasizing about Val you little slut!  I yelled to myself in my head. My words hurt me but it kept me in place. "Baaaabbbbeeee out the car, I wanna go inside" Val countined to cry. The door was unlocked he just always wait for me, he says to make sure no one steals me away from him. I quickly grabbed my purse and locked the door and ran passed him into the house onto the couch. Seconds later I hear the door shut and Val's foot steps. Oh for fucks sake, why couldn't he just lock himself in the room and cry. I hated when he do that but right now I was okay with it. Val stopped at the living room entrance and suddenly stopped crying. "What's your deal?" Val said concerned. His voice.. I wanna hear his moans and grunts if it's as amazing as his voice.

"Nothing.." I trailed off then realized Val had peed in his pants. Only if it was cum. "Did you pee on yourself?" I asked Val pointing to the stained pee on his clothes. Val looked down and grinned "it's not pee, come taste it if you like..." Val trailed off walking over to the sofa and spreading his legs apart. My eyes widened, he's joking,right? Suddenly he patted the space between his legs. The condition I'm in I couldn't help but to run across the room and rip his pants off. I pulled down his boxer's to his ankles. Looking at his dick I didn't want to do anything else more than to suck it,what can I say, I'm Thirsty. I looked in Val's eye's waiting for consent, "what are you waiting for? Do it."Val said as soon as he gave me consent I was stroking his dick that was in my mouth. Very fast, I want him. Not just because I'm single now, I've always wanted him. Val breathing started to quicken and I heard him call out to me to slow down a little as moaned. He digged his fingers into my scalp jerking my head back and forth to go even faster than what I was. Val started to gasp and I know why, he was about to cum in mouth,I gave him one more stroke but slow this time. Val's cum filled my mouth, I had trouble swallowing since his dick was already half way down my throat. I managed to swallow all of it. We needed to catch our breathe so as soon as I did I looked around  I can't help myself I just want more. I got up from the and ran to the kitchen next door to the living room. It didn't take long for Val to follow me I turned around to yell at Val "let me be okay!" I yelled. I paused as I saw Val completely undressed. I bit my tongue trying not to kiss all over his body. Val picked me up and set me on the kitchen counter. As our body's pressed together Val countined to stare at my lips. I pressed my lips on to his and that's where we started making out. His colone and his messy hair, his tounge, his lips, his personality, all of it turned me on. "I want to make you feel good" Val drunkly said into ear made me realize he was drunk still. I tried to push Val off of me but he could tell in my eyes Im hungry for him. He took my dress off and so my shoes. I kept trying to push him back but held on to the kiss. I saw Val got annoyed, "push me back one more time princess" Val threatened. Before he finished his sentence I had pushed him back once more, Val took the upper half of my body and pressed it against the table leaving my ass in the air. Val went between my legs and started eating me out. I tried to hold my moans in but the more I tried to held it in the more louder I got. Val wouldn't slow down he just got quicker and quicker until I cummed. Once I did he licked all of it clean of my body.  "You have cum all over our kitchen tables silly, I think I'll have to punish u for that" Val said drunkly. Val threw me over his shoulder and fingered me as he went to his bedroom, I'll have to admit I want Val to rail me all night. Val threw me on his bed and on top of me was val, with his boxer's pulled all the way up i don't know when he done that. He started grinding on my body, so I started grinding on his. The grunts and moans we passed through each other's ear was enough to make someone horny listening to us. I made his boxer's super wet. "Take them off" I ordered Val, Val countined to kiss me then slowed down as he left my lips and he got from on top of me. He started walking in circles with his hands in his head. "What the fuck am I doing" Val mumbled to himself as if i couldn't hear. This instantly made me feel like some random slut who he didn't want to sleep with. "V--val" i trembled wondering why he stopped. "I'm, i'm sorry. I don't want to fuck you.." Val trailed of drunkly. That definitely stabbed me in the heart. Not to be disrespectful or sound like a brat, but he never disagreed to sleep with someone so why me? Am I not good enough for him. I know I sound like a brat and disrespectful but Val would never turn anyone down like this ever. he agreed to sleep with someone just two days ago. I heard him on the phone. This brothers me so much.I don't know why, he is just my best friend after all. "Oh.." I trailed off as I looked down not wanting to meet his eyes. "It's not you" Val took my face into his hand " oh God it's not you, your perfect. I want to remember this, I'm drunk right now, very drunk. I want to remember us making love ale--" Val started saying but didn't finish because he had fallen to the floor in condition how drunk he was.

I didn't mind seeing if he was okay,  I just wanted to curl up in a ball and try to forget the drunken guy excuse for not wanting to make love to me. I went under the blanket and wrapped myself in them. Well.. what a big big day.