The Thought Of You

chapter twenty.

We watched 'Cars' like little kids. When I fell asleep I slept for the whole day. I didn't have any flash back dreams this time. I just slept normally. Val lays next to me smiling. "No nightmares this time" he knowingly says.

"None" I smile for his sake. "What are we doing today?" I ask. Val admednetly bit his lips back but tried to hide it by licking them. "I was thinking you go out today" he says kissing me for a solid ten seconds. "Me, why not the both of us?" I asked pulling away from his angel like lips. "I was thinking you went out with James while I um... Go meet up with a family member." Wait. Family? That's amazing, I don't know how to feel at this exact moment. I put my hand on top of his.

"You sure you don't want me to go with you?"
"No, I don't trust them and I don't want you somewhere I can't protect you.." he says. Very choppy as if he was confused himself. I guess he could tell I was about to protest so admednetly Val says. "I'll be fine, but I really think you should go out with James today" that's weird he'd want me to go out with another guy after the whole jealous act a month ago.

"I love you" I told him before I kissed him. It was different, I don't know why but all of his kisses and touches. It's Like as he's doing it as the last time he'll every do it. He kisses me with all of his heart.

It's sort of romantic

He moans unleashing my kiss."You should get ready to go out, I have to go" "I love you, my love." He gets up so quickly and leaves. He must really misses them. I wouldn't if I was him. I turn over to my phone and Val left a note on stop of it. Stay safe, I always loved you. Have fun. When did he have time to write that. I take the note of my phone and stick it on the desk. I opened to my contacts in my phone and I had thousands of messages from people. But Val, I haven't had text from him since kole took his phone. I look around to see if he gotten a new phone. He hasn't.
I look back at my phone and I clicked on James.
Me: Hey. Come over
James: I was already on my way... Open the door in five minutes
Five minutes. That's enough time for me to brush my teeth and hair.

Five minutes as promised I opened the door and their he was. He had a bouquet of pink and white roses. I look down at the roses and then back up at him. He grins, he never smiles. Just grins. "These are for you" he says breaking the silence. I take them out of his hands and let him come inside. "Thank you" I hiss.

"So about yesterday.. I'm sorry I was being such a jerk. I should have never used you like that." He apologized. See, people do know when they do something wrong to you. I didn't want to say it was okay because it wasn't okay but he apologized. "Do it again and I'll cut it off" I responded. I feel like I'm being bitter but it's the truth and I'm not going to take back the truth with an lie.

"Is there any specific reason you asked me to come over?" He nicely asked. "Is there any specific reason you was already heading over here" I said putting the flowers in a vase. "Yes actually, to apologize" he grins at me. his eyes followed me as I moved. "Can I have a hug?" He asked with his playful eyes. "No." Suddenly James gasp.

His eyes followed something behind me. I stared at him, stop..this isn't funny. I turn to see what he was looking at. There's nothing there. I look back at him and there he is following something behind me. It says it in his eyes that he sees something that I can't see. I turn to look at it again and I don't see anything.

What's weird is that he is looking at something, seriously. I just can't seem to see it. "Fuck you and your stupid ass" I say walking away. I see that his eyes are still on the thing behind me. "Don't leave me" he looks at me with remorse in his eyes. He looks.. Scared..  "No, fuck you and whatever you're looking at" he's starting to scare me. He jumps up from his seat and begs "Please Alex" no no no. No, no no. No. I continue to walk in my room. I fall to the floor hearing loud steps thinking his tall ass was going to run me over. He isn't that tall. Just a couple inches taller than me, but still. James runs in my room and locks the door.