The Thought Of You

Chapter two.

"ALEX!" A man yelled. I turned my head and there I saw Val. Val soft brown eyes looked into mine. He looks so sleepy. I looked around and realized it was another one of those dreams that haunt me.

I bursted into tears. Not caring if Val thought I was weak, because at this moment I am. "Alex..." Val softly spoke and tiredly. "It was just a dream,okay love?"

I chose to ignore him calling me that, last thing that's on my mind right now. "Bu-but it's not just a Dre-dream." I trembled crying still. Val lifted an eyebrow wondering what I meant. " I left  two weeks ago and my dreams still take me back to awful day, like I'm reliving that day.." I cried louder. This was all full of bullshit. Val put his strong veiny hand soft on my stomach as he leans up a little out of bed to have a clear view of my face.

His hand felt nice against my thin night gown. "Alex." Val said this time looking for my attention. His eyes never left mine. So I decided to meet his. He never seemed to be judging me. When he spoke he spoke out of niceness and happiness when he's around me at least.

He's mature. I had to come to a conclusion before falling even a bit for my bestfriend. No more heart breaks, no more. "What has he done to you?," Val conserningly said. "I know you aren't dating him anymore. You never told me why though. Yes it isn't my business but your having nightmares every other day." Val said as his eyes started to glimmer. "And I swear if he put a single finger on you. Or abused you. I will get up right now and I'll kill him."

Scanning Val's eyes to see if he was joking. Oh dear- he's serious about this. I mean I don't mind watching Val strong arm's around my boyfriend- I mean ex boyfriend kole throat,gasping for air. Val was never the lair. But I had to ask. "Can I trust you?.." I sobbed trying to catch my breathe. Could I trust him not to make a joke about this or tell the whole university. I know I could I just wanted to hear out his mouth. Instantly regret it, if he said no I would have my broken heart. But he wouldn't break my heart.

"of course you can, you know that." Val said anxiously.

I could tell he really was trying to be patient. Also really wanted to know what caused my night terrier. Haha not night terrier I just like saying it like that but my nightmares(terrier).

"He cheated on me while I was asleep. I woke up to the sound of him moaning...loudly.." I trembled. The thought of it made me shiver, made me notice that I was shivering since I woken up. "Don't let him win. He wants you to cry,dont let him make you cry. He's not worth your gorgeous tears."

Val whipped the tears from my face with his thumb. Val's body heat is enough to keep two naked polar bears warm. He was focused on whipping the tears from my face. "I'm glad to have a friend like you." I sniffed. Val looked at my lips than back at my eyes "oh yeah?" He grinned. "Mhm". Remembering how I loved my best friends I had remembered he had cheated with my bestfriend Jessica..

Val  frowned and tilted his head sideways. "What's wrong hmm?"  Other than the break up? Ha. "Kole had cheated on me with Jessica.."I felt my tears started to flow again. Val mouth dropped open than closed. "Wow I guess after four years of a relationship and seven years of friendship with people really means nothing to them."

He remembered.
I wouldn't keep track of Jessica seven years of lies and kole four years that meant nothing betrayal. I know I had told him once but I sure as hell wasn't keeping track."you know I would never leave you right? I'm not going to give up on you if we go through hard times in our friendship. But if we ever become...more than friends, one day. I- I mean maybe not but if we do I will be true to you instead of cheating on your pretty face."

"I know, your here with me under any circumstance"I faked grinned. I love the thought of that but I hate the fact all I could think about the anger on his face when he get so sick of me, he goes off and curse me out. And then leaves and never look back..
I found myself back asleep in Val strong arm's as dreaming of our undying friendship.