The Thought Of You

Chapter eleven.

I was woken by a shake from the shoulder. Opening my eyes I felt the dry tears from my face as the sun from the window burned my eyes. Focusing my eyes I see Val.. covering himself with  a blanket, atleast trying to. "Um hey, good morning. What happened last night?" Val whispered, I could tell in his eyes he was scared almost. "And why are you crying?" Val asked. I smiled to his concerned. I was confused if I was feeling great from last night or terrible of the way it ended. "You beat up not only James but kole both." I whispered as my voice was still a little cracky. "The best part about it is, you did it drunk. Swinging your big meaty arms around." I added. Val smiled and seemed to be thanking above him saying he was proud of himself. "Why did I ?" Val asked meeting my eyes. His eyes made me remember the event from last night. I dropped my eyes to the ground and started playing with my fingers. "You got anger because kole kept messing with me acting like he never touched me, then he called me a slut then admitted to raping me. You jumped over to kole and started beating him up as I got my hands on Jessica, James threw me across the room and I hit my back and you saw. You technically finished kole off then went to go punch James out his misery."

Val eyes wided in surprise. "Yeah you don't even have bruises, them on the other hand.." I trailed off. Val looked somewhat proud but embarrassed of himself. "Sorry...you had to see that. I'm also sorry you had gotten hurt, I've should've been focused on you." Val apologized. I nodded my head and didn't say anything. I remembered something funny about yesterday "oh yeah, and you kept yelling how you didn't carry condom's around with you and how you knew? I wanted to fuck you!" I laughed too hard to the point where it wasn't funny. Val smiled that he made me laugh but he had one more concerned, I saw it on his face. "And here? What happened here?" Val asked. Here we go, the truth. "You took Jessica home with you and you fucked her all night" I joked. Val looked like he was going to throw up "really?" Val gagged. "No" I laughed. "When we got here we kind of... You know"  I said not wanting to think about it. Val jaw dropped open, for a few seconds then he had closed his mouth. He leaned farther away from me. Oh how great this is going to be. "We had sex?" Val whispered but yelled. ".. No, but we touched each other, and we made out. You started grinding against me when you had tossed me on the bed. I grinding on you.." I trailed off, not wanting to say what happened next. "We where close to naked. Well I was but you still had boxers on, than you had stopped and you had gotten off of me and said some things.. Then you had passed out on the floor so I went to bed.."

"Well I guess we did have sex, oral sex." I added. Val face looked drained of colour. I frowned looking at his expression. I decided to look down again. Maybe I give too many details. "Alex..." Val trailed off, I didn't want to hear what he had to say. I knew what he was going to say. I don't need round two of his talk. "No Val I don't want to hear it." I hissed at him turning over so he couldn't see my face.  "I-- I didnt--" Val said before I cut him off. I jumped out the bed with the blankets wrapped around me. " I don't want to hear it, your explanation" i said angerly. I grabbed my phone and headed for his room door. Val then grabbed my arm as I wanked it from his. I yelled "get your fucking hands off me!" As tears came running down my face they came fast. I cried because of his touch. I wanted it more than anything, but he doesn't want mine. "Alex" Val said in shock. Before I got the chance to look at him I slammed his door behind me and ran out his house, looking at the mess we made i couldn't help but cry even louder, I ran into the woods. The woods was just a way to get to my house quicker. As soon as I got there I went to the shower and got dressed. I ran out the house before kole had gotten there. I don't want to put up with kole or Val right now. The only place to go now is my classes..

My phone buzzed and buzzed and buzzed my professor who doesn't even talk to his students or look at them looked at me "Miss turn that buzzing off this instant and stop distracting my class!" I grunted and rolled my eyes. No offense but I'm on top of all my classes sir, so I can have a melt down one day sir one fucking day. In the middle of my rant in my head I jumped and gasped as a hand landed on my shoulder. "Alex?" A familiar voice said into my ear before sitting next to me. James, ugh. I rolled my eyes. I guess this what happens when you have oral sex with your bestfriend while he was drunk, and you weren't. You get hell from everyone you saw that night."James"  I said angerly. James ignored my tone, as he landed a hand on my mine. This bitch. " Hey Alex I don't know what happened last night. Me, kole, and my girlfriend Jessica is bruised up. And you came to the party? What happened?" James begged me to spill. Is this bitch still resting on mine. I don't want them knowing I know what Val knows, not now. I want them to be sober when I spill the beans, I want them to be hurt the same way I was. "Well you see James, you and Jessica had sex on the floor roughly " and kole he started punching himself because it 'felt good' you know kole." Both of this false information would have them keep coming back to me to keep secrets and other things yet to come, this will definitely come to my advantage. I saw that James was triggered by my words. Obviously I had a smerky grin planted across my face. Revenge. James now squeezed my hand even tighter, if this whore doesn't get his scampy little fingers off me. "I can't have sex with her! I mean I can.. but I can't let everyone know that! You can't know that! Who else saw!" James whispered very aggressively. I shrugged my shoulders with a corky grin on my face. Now he squeezes even tighter. "I'm serious Alex! If you or anyone knows about this it will ruin me and her both! Her father is the head master of the school! He will kick me out and he would literally kill her, seriously he knows people who knows people." The last few words he said made me chuckle. It all made me chuckle, if we weren't in class I would bust out laughing in his face. Abusive bestfriend and other cheating bestfriend lives ruined. And yes James is very serious about her head getting beheaded. What do you think happened to her twin sister?