Reverse operation // Thiam

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I dropped my bags on the floor of the house looking around. This one should do for a few days. I'd drove for a couple hours looking for a house with no one home. As in abandoned! I don't break into places.

Because technically I don't have a home... no one knew that of course. Except uh Liam I guess. He promised to keep my secret and I hoped that he would even though we weren't like... that anymore.

I mean I kept a lot of secrets for him. Including the one of him liking guys as well as girls. As much as I hated him I'd never betray his trust like that and I hoped he felt the same way. I mean there was a lot of secrets in beacon hills that about twenty of us want to keep.

Werewolves, Werecoyotes, Kitsunes, werekanimas and banshees weren't the average occurrences in most places.

I mean I was a chimera so I never sort of fit in with the others much. I tried to, but a lot of them couldn't forget what I'd done. It didn't surprise me, I hated what I'd done too.

I mean Scott was the alpha and the rest sort of followed him around like lost dogs (excuse the pun). That whole group pretty much ignored me most the time except for Allison and Stiles and well Liam. But that had changed.

Isaac was hooking up with a different girl each week, sometimes multiple though we could tell he didn't like any of them. Lydia was alright I mean Allison liked her a lot so she mustn't be that bad. Derek didn't go to school and didn't like anyone anyway and Stiles was pretty much in love with him.

Mason and Corey definitely had the hots for each other but also being in Liams "super straight" group they were too afraid to admit it. Jackson and Ethan wouldn't stop kissing in corridors and no one seemed to mind because they were pretty scared of them both. Malia and Kira were the same because Malia would bite anyones head off if they made a comment.

Aiden and Parrish were living life to its fullest together when Parrish wasn't working. Peter and Chris acted like they hated each other but there was clearly some hidden feelings there and Liam was a twat. That's all.

I knew Scott liked Isaac too. You could smell the arousal coming off him in waves every time his 'friend' was around. Isaac was too busy shagging every random girl who looked his way to notice.

It was pretty funny snooping in on their lives. Especially the somewhat exciting things.

I looked around the room at the worn down walls. The house seemed to have been abandoned for a while now. I sighed heading back to my car to grab my pillow and blanket to use on the sofa. I brought them in laying them down in the living room pressing my back against the pillow as I sat.

I missed Liam. Of course I missed Liam it wasn't something I was proud of. The boy was different, he wasn't like the people I'd dated in the past. He was kind, thoughtful and a hardcore bottom I must say. I just hated feeling this way about him. Because I knew if the chance arose I'd go straight back to him... and I didn't want that. I couldn't get hurt again, Theo Raeken doesn't get hurt. He shouldn't.

No one gets it. The pain. The pain to have someone leave you who you thought was actually different. Everyone talks about physical healing for werewolves but emotional healing is a different story. I didn't sign up for this amount of pain and I wanted it gone.

That's why I do it. The wounds healing symbolises my healing. It may not be an efficient thing to do but it worked... I think.

I reached into my pocket and pulled the blade out. The metal pierced my skin drawing blood as I moved it across. The wounds healed over a second later so the skin looked fresh and new again. I drew the blade over the skin splitting it again.

"Theo?!" I heard his voice behind me. I whipped around. Liams face was white.

"What are you doing..." he breathed. I didn't know what to say.

"Liam-"

"No Theo! Why are you doing that!" He said and I could hear the pain in his voice. I opened my mouth but nothing came out. I couldn't find an excuse. Liam stared at me hurt plastered all over his face.

"I need to take you to a doctor." He said and I practically shouted at him.

"No!" I blurted out.

"Theo you need help!"

"What's new!" I shouted and Liam shook his head.

"Get your ass up and come with me!" He said and I shook my head.

"No Liam!"

"Yes Liam!" He grabbed my wrist with surprising strength and pulled me up.

"Get in the car!"

"No!" I tried to pull away.

"I'm sorry." He said and the last thing I saw was his fist flying towards me and everything went black.