Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 3

I'm woken up by a car hooting and loud knocking I jump off the bed and head to door I roughly open it and to my surprise my parents are outside with the sibling I internally roll my eyes and make way for them as they enter Zwane also gets in what does this fucker want goshh...

"Sanbonani....what you guys doing doing here?" I say

"First off all we not your age so don't call us guys secondly we came to visit or what we not allowed into your house??" My dad says will this guy ever forgive me

"Khahle baba she didn't mean it that way...as you see we just work her up go wash you face baby we need to talk" my mother is ever so calm I wonder how she got that husband that she has cause ca ubaba guys his something else I tell you. As I turn I find Zwane looking at me I smile to be polite and my brother's to are looking at him I get in my room I pray and the minute I start praying I feel like there's a energy in this room I continue praying until I feel okay then I decide to take a quick bath I wear a quarter long dress with long sleeves and I leave my sleeping doek on I head to the kitchen and find my parents eating I wonder who bought food cause I haven't done groceries yet I live on take outs and food I get at my kitchen

"So your u day by eat vele wena what do you do when visitors come"dad

"I cook baba I just d..." He raised his hand as to cut me off

"I don't care a we have to wait for you so you take your own sweet time "this guy really is getting on my nerves

"Ca baba I was....bathing that's why"something tells me not to mention the praying part cause the look I'm getting from zwane it's bone chilling

"Thingo when will you go for your initiation cause time is no longer on your side"this prick what does he wanna do "and insulting me won't work I just wanna know" shit he reads minds now what's with this guy"I'm only saying that cause of the look you giving me that's all" thanks god I look ok at my dad as his just staring at me

"I won't do it I've ...."

"Uthini why not you never listen to us or a thing we tell you if it's not you having sex at a young age it's you choosing a career that doesn't give you a job yini Thingo maybe there's something we not doing right" dad says

"Baba" I try answer but mom shakes her head tja Neh this man is sick I'm not listening to you mama" well baba I'm sorry I had sex before 21 and I'm sorry I didn't choose accounting I didnt cause I hated it with all my heart and it's not that I didn't get a job I did but you wouldn't know cause your u never...."

"ENOUGH SHUT UP I DON'T WANNA KNOW" he shouts I just look at him I'm not about to cry "I'm your father I know what's right for and what you should or shouldn't do you understand me"

"Yebo baba" my brother's look at me and Khali is pissed Nana is just quiet as always she never talks she listens to this guy always damn him since this Zwane guy baba changed a lot

"Sine you all didn't want to come to Vryheid I brought it to you cause we waited you were no show "baba says he looks at zwane and he nods "Zwane says we need to go to the river for some cleansing of some sort am I right " dad looks at zwane

"Yes especially you Sisi we have to..."

"Why you so hell bent in doing all this with my sister what you up too"Khali

"Thula Zikhali you don't speak like that"dad my brother laughed

"Baba I don't know what this fucker did to but kwamele uphalaze cause it's now getting out of hand" he takes his car keys and leaves

"Mama I love you but I won't stand your husband and his lapdogs shit " Londi heads out too then he looks at Langa" When you leave take Nana with I don't trust this guy"
All I feel them leave and there's awkward silence when I look at mama she wiped her tears something's wrong the look zwane has towards baba is wrong I need to find out what wrong cause this is not my dad since this guy came into our lives when I was 17 Dlamini never showed up and we lost contact with him and baba became someone else angazi why God lease show me a sign of this guy has a hand in my dad's actions