Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 12

Phila

Getting in that room I  had to have a pocker face cause I honestly thought that she would react in a angry manner but she didn't I don't know how that asshole Smiso his always been competing with me for the longest time and its gotten to a point where I question him a lot since a young age his aways been and ass all the damn time if it wasn't for his father he would be dead but I promised him on his death bed to let her be Tyler his older brother seems okay I don't get where Smiso gets his weird behaviour when Mpendulo told me that his after my wife I had to act I even begged MaVilakazi for a visit although I'm left with a week in there I need to protect what's mine by all means possible I need to call Tyler cause I have been in contact with only one person Mpendulo we have been in contact for a long time since the day I left

My life has been a lie for the longest time ever my mother though she's hurt me I didn't know I mean a little to her women also has a hand in my downfall so she gets back to my father I have been a Ngcobo only to find out I'm a Mguni I was hurt when Mam'Vilakhazi told me she's says she has no hand in what I have it was already there she just awakened it I was hurt couldn't figure out what was wrong with me to have it this bad lana it's my parents lana it's my life being bad also the pain of not knowing my roots explains why they never called me at the kraal ancestral house why Bongani hates me why baba always wanted me to be under his shadow why the aunt's don't like me why they treat me like an outcast I'm hurt I don't even look like baba but Nkunzi an I have a bit of mama that's how you will tell we siblings how do I raise my kids without knowing my roots how do I marry my women without knowing my roots how do I now I have this thing in me that I don't know about

I'm at Mpendulo house here in Pietermaritzburg fucker took my wife to and brings her so far I left immediately they took her to the doctor I go upstairs and change I'm all buffed up now and I'm sexy I know I'm toned and all that shit I just took a shower and I'm fresh I wear sweats and I muscle vest and I'm bare foot something I have been doing for a while now I go downstairs and hear the car pulling up I rush upstairs to prepare myself I stand by the balcony the view hear is beautiful it's dark out

"Uhmmm are you okay should she come here or will you go to her cause I came with the gents she's in the master room" Mpendulo says standing next to me

"I will go there....how are my babies?" I ask now looking at him before he responds she walks in and pushes Mpendulo

"Was our friendship fake?..Ndumiso yena did you lie to her?why can't you tell me what going on"I try to touch her but she slaps my hand away" dont touch me wena women beater nxa....wena"she says with tears

"Hamba bafo" I say looking at him he walks out and closes the door this lady is crying looking at me I pull her so me and she allows she cries for the longest time I decide to pick her up and walk to the bed she's still crying hayi man naye she even has hiccups she keeps quite and I look she's sleeping I move her then put her under the covers after removing her clothes she looks sexy o walk out and the guys are chatting

"Sho sho bafethu" I say

"Sho.holla.ekse.budda.hello"I chuckle

"Choir nou?"they laugh I look and see Tyler

"I'm sorry man I don't know what happend like I'm sick of this Guy I he wasn't my dad's son he would be dead"he says rubbing his face "guys I'm tired of this life I really am it's tiring having to always save his ass "

"He said he doesn't care if it's yours Ty man his coming after her still"Luyolo says we all look at him but his busy on his phone

"How do you know all this?" I ask

"He talks to me but I didn't he would kidnap her cause he never spoke about it with me " he says I look at Mpendulo and Ty

"Why do I find it hard to believe you"Ty asks " cause this guy has always been your friend you got into the circle cause of him" he adds