Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 29

Thingolwenkosazane

I don't know how to feel about what happend I was hurt I will not lie but then he was raped i don't know what's breaking him more the fact that he was raped or the fact that he thinks he cheated on me his not the cheat between us in this relationship but I am it hurts to know that your partner might have shared a bed with someone else it still hurts me but then I need to move on from it I check the time and its 4am I need to go to Jozini today so we deal with things and it's my wedding at 4 so yep I call his number and it rings to voicemail I decide to come out I know they waiting for me as I'm walking to the car I see Mbali she's talking with Nelly I hope she doesn't come to my wedding nxa these witches I get in the car and it's just us Siblings a great and they great me back and the car drive off

"Bhuti please make sure that wife of yours doesn't come to my wedding" I say then look at my phone I try call Nkosana and still no reply

"Why would she come"Langa asks

"I don't know I don't know what they scheming with Mbali but I don't like it that girl threatened me so think about it" I say

"You know Mbali is weak relax"these people.domt understand

"You won't understand anyway" I say trying Phila again it's still voicemail

"Has anyone spoken to Nkosana?"I ask

"No he left after talking to you yesterday because he was so angry" Londi says

"I don't know" I'm lying so coming from the hut yesterday his mother told me that I should ask him what happend to him as a teenager and he refused to tell me I kept asking and he just stormed off so I don't know

"You guys have problems before marriage"Langa says

"Yes but I guess we will just have the traditional wedding only I don't know about the white wedding we still going to discuss that we both not ready" I say they look at each other ans we drive in silence my phone rings it's Malwande I don't pick up he then sends a message

*I hope you not planning on keeping my child away from me because all hell will break loose think about what you wanna do no man will raise my child Thingolwenkosazane that boy is mine and I will make sure that you dont find peace* how does he know about my pregnancy who told him cause I know for a fact Nelly doesn't know unless Mbali told her and she told her sex lover I know my child isn't Malwandes child because we always used protection with him I sleep cause I'm tired

I'm woken up by Zikhali we at Jozini at some BNB and we here just to sleep because tomorrow morning we will have the traditional wedding today we have something for the groom's side then tomorrow they welcoming me and we having that ceremony I get inside ans my boys are sleeping in my room I feel uneasy after that message I won't tell Phila about this I will deal with it myself I walk to the bathroom and shower then I get to the room to dress up I see more of Malwande missed calls I just block his number I dress up in my Zulu attire for the ones that aren't married I will dress up like a married Shembe bride tomorrow that's what my mother said and I will wear some of my mother in law pieces I'm done

We get to the Mnguni house and we get started with Nkosana ignoring me you can see the way his acting that his ignoring me we finish and I head to our car and there he is with my brother's I walk up to them

"Bhuti we done can we leave or please drop me and the children off then you can come back" I say looking at Zikhali and they look at Phila then me

"You leaving?"Langa asks

"Yes plus tomorrow is another day" before he responds someone calls me I look back and it's Bongiwe Nqobile wife "I will be back" I walk up to her