Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 14

Thingo

I don't know what going on but this guy that's crying holding on me is not okay his even shaking his loud when I turn I find my family at the door my mother is crying as well I feel a slight pain on my back but I'm not gonna barge Dlamini walks towards us

"What's going on" he says inspecting the room

"I don't know I was praying....when did you get here....Phila...Nkosana" he jumps a little "what's wrong why you crying like that?"

"She took me from her all my life mina lo lived a lie for 30 years...kodwa ngayenzani....yini isono sam ukuthi ngabulala....ukuthi ngaba isgebhengu" and what's he on about I brush his back

"Woza let's go to my room" I say standing up with him

"Ca sisi we need to talk first we sent him to call you but seems I lot happend cause he disappeared for a long time"Gumede oh I didn't see him

"Okay let's go"the pain again I squeeze his hand "ohh nkosi yami"

"What's wrong"Phila everyone then looks at us

"My back...it pains ohh...somandla....ouch" I say kneeling down

"No...no baba do something please help her" Phila

"She's bleeding" my mother says in a whisper I look down and I am no what's going on

"Her presence was to strong I think she went with one of her kids let's get her to the car "Gumede

"No that's what they want she's not loosing any child it's that girl and Bongani they doing this...remove her clothes" Dlamini

"Haibo baba why manje let's get her to the hospital" Langa

"We can't they expecting her vele...Londi get me my bag...Zikhali remove your shirt and come nawe futhi Philangazwe Qwabe it's time"they nod at each other

My mother removes my clothes for me and lays me on the reed/straw mat and wraps me in a white clothe then my brother comes with the bag

"Londi come hold these candle make she it does not go off no matter what wena Langa get the incense and switch it on for me and keep adding when it dies down....uhmmm MaKhumalo please leave cause this will affect you as well"Dlamini

"Ca Dlamini I need to be here for her " she says with tears

"Pray for that should be your only tears sisi please do that for her atleast " she nods then walks out

The guys are all next to me  Zikhali keeps saying my clan names on the other hand Londi is burning from the wax but he has a face on then Langa is also checking his I get lost in some world I don't know it's dark inside I see three people two ladies and one guy I go to them and see what they looking at its me and my current situation what I look at the faces Avela not shocked and Bongani but what hurts me is seeing Gugu face she runs of to some room and comes back with a lady they keep adding something to a bottle that's my scarf how did I see Ntombi coming toward me and she passes through me so they can't see me I rush to Gugu and war at her still she can't see me they lady she pulled up raises her head shit that's Phila mother the one I though is his mother haibo lo mama what the hell

"Makoti" I turn and its that lady "go hit that thing so you save your kids and yourself please" she  says

"Ca you know that's dangerous you want to kill my daughter " that's my dad

"Kahle Sibusiso she will fight it I know my great grandchild is strong" the other says " I'm gog'fezile my dear I always visit you angithi"she says