Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 38

Thingolwenkosazana

I don't believe him why how when I know we weren't talking at that time but then how and why is he so chilled about it I get up and wash my face and brush my teeth I wear a black dress and doek then I put a scarf around my shoulders I walk out when I get there is laughing like nothing happened

"Mama"  Sbani says I walk to him

" Sanbonani ekhaya" the great me back

"Your food is in the microwave  I ordered something the time Mnguni came"he says I can't even look at him

"I'm okay thank you" I say walking to the kitchen then Zulu walks in

"You have to let it go besides I need to cleanse the both of you...hayi  I don't understand why you guys have sex so much it's not even a month and already you broke the rules I will cleanse you then I will give you a patch as your mourning symbol"he says and walks out then my hubby comes in

"You will have to get over it plus tomorrow I will leave for work late or just work from home because we have to go to vaal I've already called MaSakhile"he says walking towards me he pulls me to him and hugs me "mama I'm still your man and I will never hurt you I know I've done it but that's the last I did it for my own good please try understand"I look up at him

"How did you do it?" I ask him and he pulls me to the bar and be pours me a shot and we take it down

"Traditionally so called MaVee and told her to do it I just went there and heard that they dead so"we drink and walk away I prepare the rooms for Mnguni and Zulu then I walk with the boys upstairs the way they so slow I tell you we get to my room and I leave them on the bed and walk to the bathroom I then check my pad and it smells bad really bad and it's full I'm over bleeding and the blood is black I don't understand honestly I change it then walk out I find my husband with the boys

"Baby I think something is wrong with me"he looks up "I'm on my periods but they so weird my blood is black and it smells bad"I say I walk up to him and show him my used pad he frowns

"Did you show Zulu"I open my eyes

"No let me go"I walk out and walk to his room I knock and he opens

"I've been waiting for you what's wrong"I narrate the story

"It's from your husband it's what was given to him by Yolanda his transferred it to you that's why you will be okay take this drink it you will feel like pushing when you do so make sure you at the prayer room push then something will fall out after that pour holy water what ever happens make sure you don't tell him okay"he says

"What do you mean"I say he shakes his head

"Just don't tell him goodnight Sisi" that's my cue I walk back and they sleeping I then change and join them

I'm woken up by some pressure in my vjay and I walk out get the bucket I didn't know this will work so fast I walk to the prayer room and push it's a bit hot I push again and something falls out I look and it's just dark and reddish in my mind j thought maybe a snake will come out or something like that but nah I pour the water and it burns out wow okay after j do that I pray then get the bucket and clean it the walk out as in walking upstairs Nkosana comes out

"And then what took you so long I know you pray but never that long"he says while I walk back inside

"I was just thinking"I say and laying he comes behind me in a spooning position the boys in front of me "baby go that side so the boys don't fall"he moves and we look at each other

"What were you thinking?"he says

"Let's get married in Wednesday at court then after five years we get our white wedding what you say"he looks happy and smiles