Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 34

Nkosana Philangazwe

It's been two weeks since what happend to Thingo and it's only downing on me now that I've lost my children they still in the fridge and still no change from their mother we even celebrated the boys birthday here imagine their first birthday without their mother it hurt the most when Sphiwe kept calling his mother my mother in law left she said she it was too much I now regret asking her to talk to me cause since then she hasn't been the same the fist three days she was crying and she closed herself in the room on the fourth day she decided to leave and Mpendulo went with her he can't even be happy that his going to be a father because his mother isn't okay her sister is in a coma and his older brother is closed off it's just too much for him as well so he left

Yolanda was buried by her family her mother was so broken says she changed out of nowhere her father on the other hand is out for revenge so Ty sent them things about Nelly he involved Bongani in the mix we will see how far it goes as for Shaun we have someone giving him slow poison

Nellys family came they blamed Zikhali but they found out that they've been divorced and they were shocked the father seems like his had it with his daughter so he didn't care at all

Amanda she's no where to be found I've tried searching for her but we can't find her

As for me I have been hearing voices they came back I rest in the afternoon at night it's bad extremely bad I fake things I smile people think I'm like this because my wife is in a coma but I'm not plus my spiritual need for Thingo is so bad that I only visit her once cause being there is not helping I done what I was supposed to do with Zulu but it didn't work Im glad that I'm still a good father too my sons I'm with them mostly

I drink a lot and I gym at night like no body business I've gotten more tatoos on my body my whole back is inked with a lion on it they still doing the shady as we speak and at the Tatoo salon and this guy is doing his thing on other news I realise on Tracy it's just oral I fuck her mouth only and I fucked my P.A once only I regret that shit

"I've never had a customer that does a Tatoo in just two weeks most of them do it for months"he says he also has a lot of tatoos

"Yep it helps with the pain physical pain is better then the emotional pain atleast I know where the pain is coming from"I say I've been talking to me he understands a lot

"But please leave Tracy out of it she will wanna have sex with you eventually and when your wife is awake she will want to be there she will be a problem"I nod his right I can't keep bringing pain to my wife like this I can't always do this to her since I've met her her life hasn't been the same

"Thanks man I get you well thank you" I say

"I see the Tatoo of your babies is healing "he says I had a picture taken of my twins and have that Tatoo on my forearm then I had Sabelos name next to it "but no lie you've got tatoos for days for a nigguh in a suit "we laugh

"Relax dude you haven't met my friend Ty his neck I black had it tattooed like that his upper body is full he just hasn't done his legs I won't say about me I just have a Trible anklet that's almost half my calf that's all" we laugh and my phone rings it's Tracy

"Hey uhmm can we meet" she on loud speaker

"Come to Joe's Tatoo studio"Joe says

"Okay whose this" she asks

"Doesn't matter just come"and he drops the call and I look at him