Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

part 6

Philangazwe

I'm Philangazwe Nkosana Ngcobo son of Sibongile Mbatha and Sibusiso Ncgobo home is at Kwa Nongoma but I'm based in waterfront I live alone Im a professional doctor but didn't wanna major in that so I opened a hospital called peaceful heart I also own two pharmacies right now I'm trying to open an construction company I have buildings I own as well as gyms I told my dad I will never join the family business with IT and taxi business I never wanted any off it so I started my own thing got inverters and bought shares that's how I got to be here I was in a relationship with a girl named Avela I was not in love but I was with her so I don't be lonely cause I'm a whole 30 year old with no child no wife so I decided let me be with her we were together for almost a year one day I went to her place only to find her with my older brother Bongani I wasn't hurt but disgusted cause my brother and I never had a relationship we tolerated each other out of anger I beat her until she miscarried funny enough I felt nothing out of that I was still pissed I left weeks later he came with a peace offering something told me not to take it but when I saw aunt Ntombi anger filled me I hate that bitch with all my heart we fought then chased them out ever since then I've never been okay

Some month back going to the mall with my twin sisters I bumped into a angel if I might say something about that lady calmed me it felt like she was there to heal me and save me I loved he at first sight and I couldn't control my heart beat while staring into her eyes we where disturbed by her friend so I decided to leave there's something about her voice and about her aura it calls out to me but I know she would never accept the type of person I am I know it for a fact

Few days ago I saw her again but I was not okay so I passed them all of a sudden I felt sick while rushing to the car I felt her aura behind me but something was pushing me not to turn as I stepped outside I saw Bongani with Mandla one of my  frenemies as I looked at them I saw a gun man looking at me I was too weak to move and I was shot mutiple times it wasn't the first time being shot at but this time it felt like goodbye as I was landing I felt soft smooth hands hold me her smell filled my nose and her aura surrounded me I knew she was the one Gumede spoke of cause of her eyes and aura the look she had was of fear hurt and confusion but I was happy I'm dying in her arms I was rushed to hospital and after that it was blank

Not so long ago I heard when Bongani and Avela came there is something they made me drink whatever that was it was not normal cause I felt as if something is being made with my soul and I felt like I'm not being in touch with myself few minutes later I could feel her she came to see me again I didn't think she would come again there was something she was doing cause I could hear her walking around next she gave me something to drink and I was at peace and I felt her tie something on my arm she held my hand and there's some wave that hit me it's like she was connecting with me and the felt at peace with it I don't what she is or who she is or where she's from but I'm at peace around her something in me told me to squeeze and i did I felt warmth around my body and it felt good the moment was ruined because if Bongani shouting and she left soon after her he also felt male hands hold me and the room became empty again.

I wonder if my life will always be like this whenever I go in a room people feel disgusted by me some of my investors are pulling out and people are moving from my buildings I'm no longer getting business deals it's bad really bad my construction company is falling even before it runs all this is happening all of a sudden I wonder whose behind my sudden situation until when

I woke up last night and doctors said it's a miracle cause they don't know what kept me from waking up cause my wounds were not that deep I asked the doctors to not tell anyone I'm awake besides my mother she came and I told her to say nothing about my situation to anyone yet cause I believe something has been done to me I'm laying in bed thinking about my future and the way forward when the door opens likely I had my eyes closed in feel her before she reaches the room I feel her brush my arm checking if the beads are still there and she sighs in relief