Thingolwenkosazana:Choosen For Me

Part 20

Thingolwenkosazane

We were woken up early and was kinda tired cause we stayed late and had conversation with Phila and I guess we forming a friendship I hope it gets better I need to appreciate this man more cause he has been there for me and supported me I guess I always felt like he didn't deserve any love nor respect because of what he did to me but I was wrong I guess we need to start over I check the time and its 3am I walk out and go to the bathroom I take a quick shower then walk to the bedroom I wear a gown only because I wanna prepare the babies I get inside and baby one is awake only and daddy has baby two on his chest they look so cute I take few pictures of them and then wipe baby one it's still early to wash the babies

"Daddy wake up"i say shaking him and he  turns a bit

"What time is it tjoo...it's early mama Ini manje" I look at him he looks tired

"It's 3:30 probably now I woke up at 3 come bath cause by 4 Zulu will be here woza phela" I say pulling him up and walking away I don't know if mama will come with us I walk to her room and she is praying I kneel down and next to her

"Amen...morning mama" I say smiling

"Mmmm"she says looking at me

"What's wrong did I do something mama or?" I ask

"Sisi I know you human and you have feeling and all that but..you just gave birth not so long ago and already you having sex" she says I open my mouth how

"Mah?" I say

"Yes Zulu told Phila yesterday when he come to fetch the babies then last night I heard your moans" I look down embarrassed

"We didn't Phila stopped us from going forward with it so it was just oral"I say

"Already in the morning ni khuluma nge sex after praying tja neh....bhuti washada la kuwe"aunt Jabulile says

"Morning to you too Jabu.... eardropping is wrong Sisi" my mother says to her

"It's not when we in the same room my love....anyway what's the problem?" She says smiling

"Nothing....uhmmm what time are you guy going cause we need to go early I think" I say

"I'm not sure you guys can leave us here I don't think it's a problem" my mom says

"I wanna see that hunk of a father in law you have....because yeses your husband looks like a Denzel Washington in Idris Elba body if I might say so the father is extra"she says fanning herself

"Kahle Jabu what's wrong with you hayi....wena go get ready I will see you when you come back plus your uncle's will be here"

"Okay mah...bye aunty and hands off Bab'Mnguni " I say laughing
I walk into the room and Phila is applying lotion so slow it's like he doesn't want too

"I don't feel okay I feel like something bad will happen today and I don't like it" he says sitting on the bed I walk up to him and sit on his lap facing him

"Let's pray about it....but what do your u think will happen it's not like you want anything or you have enemies lana or do you?" I'm brushing his eyebrows

"No...uhmmm my mother kinda left me a huge sum of money and it's a lot of it that's why...all this is happening the hate and nice behaviour I think but my dad says he never told anyone about it yet so I'm also still shocked as to why I feel this way" I pull him on a hug