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HIIIII I HAVE MY FOURTH PERIOD FREE SO I CAN GET BACK INTO WRITING!!! HOPEFULLY, I POST A CHAPTER ON A WEEKLY AND THEN WRITE OTHER STORIES AS WELL HOPE YOU ENJOY AND THANK YOU IF YOUVE STILL BEEN READING THIS STORY ILY 

Harry Styles Point of View... 

I walked out of our apartment not even looking back at Lacey. She can think that I'm a dick all she wants, I don't care. I haven't done a single thing to her for her to get pissed off at me. Maybe I shouldn't have let that girl into our room, that wasn't smart. 

It's just that our living room had shitty lighting and I need to make sure I am reading the correct things in order to pass my finals so I can finally get out of college. 

I just don't know anymore... 

I got out of my car going straight into the liquor store. I walked up to the front counter pulling out my wallet. The cashier eyed me up and down biting her lip and I nearly gagged at how repulsive was she. "What will it be cutie?" She tired saying seductively with the rasp from her smoking for years was quite evident. 

"A pack of Camel Wide's." I stated sliding the five dollar bill on the counter. She turned around and gave them to me. "Will that be all?" She questioned. "Yup." I said popping the "p" and turned around and made my way outside. 

I huffed sitting down in my car unwrapping the pack of cigarettes and found lighter on my dashboard lighting the little stick. I stuck it in between my lips and began inhaling the smoke sitting there trying to relax my nerves. 

I looked down at my phone to see Lacey has not texted me begging for my forgiveness. Huh, shocking..

I pulled out of the parking lot turning the sterio up blaring one of my favorite bands, Killswitch Engage, it calms me in some weird way. It helps defuses the building anger or just plain out rage that fills my body. 

I made a brisk turn and headed to Niall's. I know he'll put up withme and my ass for the night giving me shit. He helps calm me while Liam tries to make me feel bad for leaving, everytime something has happened between Lacey and I, I always used to go to Liam to get advice when in relaity it was more like getting told off by my dad. 

And Zayn and Louis? They'd hit a blunt with me telling me I should have known to not get into anything seriouswith a girl. Zayn says from personal expericence it can be a handful while Louis describes how great a friend with benefits is just great. Though him and Tammy act more like a couple than the rest of us... 

I pulled up to Niall's place knocking on the door. I heard him yell something but it was muffled by the door, he opened it later and smiled at me. "Harry what are you doing here?" He questioned opening it more for me. 

I sat downon his couch and took out a cigarette, "I'm questioning my sanity to be quite honest." Niall stared at me with confusion. I sighed exhaling smoke and looked over at him, "I'm questioning myself why I even asked Lacey out." 

Niall's eyes widened, "Something wrong?" "I don't know, she got mad earlier because a girl over and I didn't tell her before." Niall slowly nodded his head, he looekd around not sure what to say. 

"You do know there is some rules you have to obey when you're in a relationship." Niall said. I scoffed, "Like what exactly?" "Well I thought it would be obvious but you two always have to be informative with one another." 

"Yeah well theres no need for her get get all psycho on me." I spat. Niall rolled his eyes, "Once again I thought you would know this, girls get jealous just as much as we do.It shows that they care a lot about us and no matter how annoying it is we should feel greatful." Niall stated. 

I coughed out my lungs in bewilderdment, "Jesus Ni what has gotten into you?" "I don't know man, I'm a changed man if I must be quite honest. I actually eat home cooked meals sometimes instead of just fast food." I stared at Niall confused, "Kaite's doing things to me, I kind of just want to go back to blond just so her mom will like me." 

I gaped at Niall, "As much as I like my own privacy I want her to get out of that dorm and just move in with me. I can see her with me in my future as strange as that sounds." "Jesus Christ you're fucking pussy whipped." He shrugged, "She's good pussy, what can I say." 

I got up from the couch, "What has gotten into you, man?" He simply shruged, "One of these days you're going to understand what I mean." "Though Katie annoys the shit out of me sometimes I can't help but look ahead of that. She makes me happy, she cooks and cleans for me and hell she's great in the bedroom." 

"I don't know man, Lacey always questions what's going to happen with us in the future, she's such a germaphobe and the way she eats her food sometimes pisses me off as well. It's like I can't take her to go eat a burger because she'll pick everything off and then eat the condements first, then the bun, and then the god damn burger. I mean who does that?" 

"And she's questioned me about marriege, Niall you know I am not looking forward on getting married soon. Hell I don't even know if I want to get married." "You know you're not the only one hearing that stuff right?" I shook my head no. 

Niall laughed out liud, "Hell Liam's getting it all the time, and Zayn man Maddie's already told him where they are getting married at. And me? We've already talked about kid names." My eyes widened in horror, "Kid names?" He shrugged smiling, "It's fun and it's cute of Katie to already be thinking." 

I felt like I was about to pass out from all that, "Well what about Louis?" "Well rumor has it he's going to ask Tammy to be more than friends soon." "As much as he likes the single life he wants something more." 

"So I'm being too harsh on Lacey?" I questioned. "From what you've told me, it sounds like it. I'm sure you do things that she doesn't like but she puts up with it because she likes you." I nodded my head sadly, 

"A couple of days ago, I told her I didn't love her and the look in her eyes- I don't know she said she didn't love me but it's hard to believe. I just feel like I'm not her prince charming who she should be in love with." Niall's eyes widened, "You never said this before." I sighed, "I know, I.. I just don't know after she said that I just got freaked out." 

Niall looked away deep in thought, "What if she is actually in love with you? What would you do?" "Well I'm not going ot be a dick head and just dump her. Of course it'll be shocking hearing that but I'll stick by her side until we both can't stand each other anymore."