Lover, leaver

Four

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Greta group 🕺
Jonch: meeting in the music room in ten.
Jakey : okay
Bitch ass: k
Dan Dan : okay-
Me: okay, headed that direction

as we all piled in the music room, Josh stood up on a chair.
"Okay. Important announcement: the first show has been moved to Tuesday. Meaning, Kenna, you only have three days to complete the other two out fits." He says getting down.
"Okay, I can't get them done." I say.
"Good, that's all I needed to say-" josh says walking out. 
"You've spent a god awful amount in the trailer for the past week- take a break." Danny says.
"I'll take a break when yours and Sams outfits are done-" I say
"Fair enough. Just please don't overwork yourself." Danny says with a smile.
"I won't, trust me" I say heading back to the little trailer I've spent two whole weeks in. I had been working on Sams costume for two days, alternating between him and Danny.  I worked the most on Sams costume- I decided to choose baby blue satin for the pants and blazer and dark blue for the lining and light blue and shades of purple and green for the embroidery. I decided to do a bird for Sams blazer, which took me longer than I expected. Neither of the boys had seen the costumes together yet. The anticipation was killing me. I checked my phone -
2:30 am
Jake- one missed call
Dan Dan: not over working right??
"I think I can finish Danny's tonight and be done by in the  afternoon?" I say out loud.
for Danny's outfit- last but definitely not least, I chose another baby blue fabric. Danny's would definitely be something that represented his personality. Which brought me to the idea of FRINGE. yes I said it. I started cutting and sewing the last garment. Making final cuts to the fringe. finally- I was done. I check my phone one last time- 9:00 am.
Fair enough.
I walk into Josh's house.
"PLEASE DONT TELL ME THAT YOU WERE OUT THERE ALL NIGHT." Danny yells.
"I was- but hear me out. I got the costumes done. They are ready for you guys to see" I say with a smile.
"I can't wait" jake and josh both smile.
" wanna see them now?" I ask.
"Yes!" The boys follow me out to the trailer.
"Ok Josh first" I say grabbing the white jumpsuit with purple and yellow feathers.
"Oh my god. I love it Kenna. You did such an amazing job. The sleeves are my favorite" Josh says.
A smile comes across my face.
"Now Jake" I say grabbing the embroidered garnet off the shelf.
"You did this all by hand?" Jake asks.
"Of course I did." I wink.
"I absolutely love it Kenna bar- thanks" he smiles.
"Danny-" I pick up the blue fringe set. "I wanted something that would match your vibe, so-"
"I love it Kenna. I had no idea you were this talented" Danny days scooping me into a tight hug. I smile.
"And finally Sam's, I'm more excited about yours than anything- I worked on it the longest." I say handing it to him.
"What am I? A Boy Scout? " he says. My heart sank.
"What do you mean ?" I say scrunching my face. "I thought you would like it. I worked so hard-" my eyes were welling up with tears. I looked around at the other boys. Anger ran through my body like steam. I had looked down at the suit balling it up. I crumpled it in my hands and threw the piece at Sam.
"if you hate it - THEN DESIGN AND HAND MAKE YOUR OWN SHIT SAM. GODDAMMIT Sam, What did I ever do to you-" I storm out of the trailer, through the house and to Josh's back yard.
I needed to know, what his problem was but I couldn't figure it out. I sat in the dark tears streaming down my face. all I could think about is what Sam had said. "What am I a Boy Scout" it rang through my head. he used to love birds- that's why I did it. the only question that floated through my mind was:" what did I do to change him"

"Are you okay?" I hear behind me.
"Hm? Yeah, I'm fine." I lied.
"Don't lie to me." Jake says sitting down."don't listen to Sam. The outfits are amazing and he WILL wear it." He said trying to make me feel better.
"I just don't understand why he hates me? What did I ever do to him?" I ask.
"you didn't. Danny made him choose. Him or you." Jake said. I was confused. What did Jake mean.
"I think that you both need to talk it out." He continued.
"Yeah right, he constantly has a remark or response. he would find some way to get out of it." I say.
"I still think you should try." Jake kisses me on the top of the head. "You did great Kenna." He says as he gets up from the ground and walks inside.
"look, I'm sorry." I hear behind me.
"I don't believe you." I say looking into the trees. "What did I do to you for you to hate me Sammy?" I ask.  He sighs.
"Danny made me choose. Him or you" he starts
"Why did he make you choose?" I ask upset.
"Because I couldn't choose being in love with you and being Danny's best friend." He admits
I say I shock.
"You loved me?" I say letting out a sigh.
"Yeah I did, I like the outfit. I know you spent a lot of time on it and I can't wait to wear it at the show tomorrow." Sam confesses. " I'm sorry I was so hard on you, I had no right to be and I was stupid for that-" he says standing up.
"it's okay sam. I forgive you." I say standing up behind him. "Wait Sammy."
"Yeah." He says turning around.
"I missed you. I hope we can be friends again" I say hugging his chest. I feel his arms snake around me.
"We'll see. but it's gonna take time. I just wanted to apologize about the suit. " He says as he walks inside the house. I sat out side for a good thirty minutes before sneaking back to the trailer. I had one more costume to make. One for myself. So I pulled silk fabric and crafted a light blue silk dress. I tried it on and immediately felt out of my comfort zone but was going to wear it anyway. The way it hugged my body would be unforgettable. I was nervous, tomorrow I was a photographer and nothing more. Tomorrow I would be in the pit with a million fans. it was finally go time-