Lover, leaver

Ten

*6 months in the future*
December
Sam and I walked down Main Street together. Our fingers interwoven. I had gifted him with an early present- it was a yellow scarf. He said he loved it, but did he really? I let the thought escape my head as Sams shoulder bumps into mine.
"So what are we thinking for Christmas hm?" Sam asks.
"Anywhere with you Sammy-" I say stopping turning toward him pulling his chin down for a kiss.
"I was thinking that we could go to my moms.." He says.
"I would totally be fine with that." I say, I start to stumble back. Getting dizzy,
"Kenna are you okay-" sam says faintly.
"Sam-" I collapse grabbing his scarf. Falling to the ground. the world around me went dark.
*sams POV*
"What are we thinking for Christmas hm?" I ask.
"Anywhere with you Sammy" Kenna says pulling my chin down planting a kiss on my lips. The past couple months with Kenna had gone by so slow but so fast at the same time-
The band had taken a break from tour so it was just her and I. We stayed in all the time- eating, napping, not sleeping (if ya know what I mean)
We did not sleeping more than sleeping.
"I was thinking about going to moms.." I suggest.
"I would be totally fine with that." she says as she starts to stumble. Kenna's face turned white.
"Kenna are you okay" I notice her eyes roll back. As she starts to fall on the snow covered ground she grabbed my scarf.
"Fuck- Kenna." I scooped her up and ran as fast as I could to the car. I sped down the highway- sliding into the hospital parking lot. I take her in, she was still breathing. Why would she have passed out?
"sir, we will take her from here- please fill out this paperwork and you will be able to see her shortly" the nurse hands me a clip board. it was really simple I knew just about everything.
"How long until I can see her?" I hand the clipboard to the nurse.
"we have her stable, we just need to run a few tests."
She says. "Follow me and I'll take you to her, what is your relationship with the patient? " she asks
"Boyfriend" I say.
She points me to the room-
Kenna isn't awake yet. she just laid there. So disturbed but so peaceful. I held her hand and decided to call Danny and my mom.
"Hello?" Danny answers.
"Hey- it's Kenna." I say.
"What's wrong? Is she alright?" He frantically asks
"yeah, she fainted and we are at the hospital" I say.
"Please keep me updated Sam- I'll tell Jake and josh soon." He says.
"That's okay- bye, Dan." I hang up.
I start to dial my moms number and I feel her hand squeeze mine and he eyes started to flutter.
"Hey, hey- I thought I lost you for a minute." I say pushing the call button.
"You didn't think I would leave you that easy would I?" She says. I kiss her forehead.
"You scared me baby." I tell her.
"What happened?" she asked.
"Well the doctors haven't really given me a why yet- but we were walking and you got dizzy and fell." I say.
her eyes shift to the door as the doctor walks in.
"hello ms.James, you took quite the dizzy spell there." he laughs "we ran a few tests, and we actually found out why you fainted." he says. I hoped it wasn't serious. I could never loose her.
*Kennas pov*
"Okay, can you tell me why?" I ask.
"Before we tell you, I am gonna ask to speak to you alone- it is policy."
"it's okay- I can handle it sammy." I say he looks saddened as he gets up and walks out into the hall.
"well we initially thought it was from dehydration, but after running multiple tests such as : CT, CAT, and MRI scans we hadn't found anything. so we would like to do one last test if it's okay now that you are awake." He says.
"Of course, what is it?" I ask.
"A pregnancy test. If possible, we can get a urine sample and a blood test and call you with the results in a couple days." I nod my head.
Thirty minutes later sam and I were on our way back home.
"So- what did the doctor say?" Sam asked.
"Well, he told me that the tests were clear and there was one more they needed to do-" I say.
"Oh for what?" Sams curiosity was bound to get him hurt.
"I don't know, he didn't say." I lied.
We arrived home. Sam decided to pack me upstairs. he puts me down in our room and hands me his tshirt. I never slept in my own clothes anymore- Sam's were comfortable.
I laid awake for hours, thinking about the results from the test. What if I were pregnant? Does Sam want kids? so many thoughts swarmed my brain until I finally have up and drifted off to sleep. I shifted toward Sams chest and took a deep breath in smelling him. He always smelled so amazing. like the comfort of a blanket. what ever happens- it will be okay.