Abused

18| ABUSED

Tw: self-harm

It was after Addison had taken the ultrasound and she had a worried look on her face when she looked at the screen and told Meredith that she had to take a closet look at it and then left the room.

Meredith was scared that the ultrasound was gonna say that she was pregnant and she didn't want another baby, she did but not right now, she was terrified and she didn't know what to do and the only thing she could think of was hurting herself.

She reached back under the mattress and took out the fork while her hands her shaking and pulled up her sleeve and stabbed her wrist and pushed the fork in deeper and deeper too as deep as she could go and then dragged them for all the way to the end of her forearm at where her elbow was and then pulled out the fork and then saw the three deep cuts in her arm and then somewhat wished she hadn't gone so deep because they were bleeding like crazy and she couldn't stop the bleeding.

She grabbed a bunch of tissues from the tissue box and tried to stop the bleeding but they were too thin and they didn't work. She put as much pressure as she could but she was too weak and the bleeding continued.

Both she and the mattress were soaked in the blood it looked like a murder scene and her clothes were covered in blood she thought that she might have cut a vein because she hadn't planned for that much blood to come out.

She started getting dizzy and lightheaded and could barely keep her eyes open and dropped her head back on the bed as she passed out from so much blood loss.

......

Derek went to go check on Meredith to see if she had gotten the results back. Ellis was sleeping peacefully on his couch with a comfortable pillow that he had brought her from their house and she was tucked in south her favourite purple blanket that she had begged him to bring her along with her favourite stuffed animal, Pauline the leamer.

He made his way down the halls and to Meredith's door and opened the door. But what he was was nowhere near what he was expecting to see.

He saw Meredith covered in blood passed out. He ran over to her and saw she was as pale as the snow outside, he panicked and checked for a bare pulse there his eyes filled with tears as he watched her lay there half dead.

"I NEED SOME HELP OVER HERE!" He yelled into the hallway.

"What is it shep-" Dr bailey walked into the room and then saw what Derek was yelling about

"I need a gurney over here and prep an OR stat, and page Doctor Montgomery-Sloan!" She yelled and some people with a gurney came in and took her out of the room.

"No shepherd you have to stay here," Bailey said as she looked at Derek and put her hands on his chest to stop him from going with them.

"I need to make sure she's okay," he said as tears streamed down his face

"No, you need to make sure her little girl doesn't see her like this, me and Addison will be in there with her, go to her daughter," bailey told him and he gave in and went up to his office.

~~a few hours later~~

Derek sat on his couch with Ellis in his lap as he read her a book because she had woken up crying from a bad dream. His hair was a mess and his eyes burned from the tears, Ellis had asked him why he was crying and he told her that he just had something in his eye, of course not telling the truth.

He was still worried sick that Meredith wasn't going to be okay and that she was going to die alone and in pain all because of a stupid man that ruined her life.

There was a knock at the door and he and Ellis both looked towards it.

"I'm going to go see who that is," Derek said as he set Ellis down on the couch as she was still wrapped in her blanket and when he answer led the door he saw Richard.

"How is she?" He asked immediately

"Calm down, she's okay, she's in recovery right now you can go see her in a bit but I think you should wait from Ellis to see her," he told him

"Thank you" he sighed in relief

"You're welcome, take care of them both" Richard nodded his head and left

"Is mommy okay?" Ellis asked from the couch

"Yes, why would you think she's not okay?" He asked her as he sat down on the couch and pulled her back into his lap with her blanket

"Because my bad dream was that mommy died," she said as she looked up at him with tears in her eyes

"Mommy's okay" he whispered as he kissed her head and pulled her close.

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