He pressed deeper and harder into me, pushing me back on the bed but not breaking the passion that had enveloped.
His lips moved and started tracing patterns on my neck.
“You’re amazing baby,” he whispered into my neck, I groaned.
His left hand squeezed my thigh tight and I pulled myself up slightly so are chests were placed closer together, he used his other hand to push my head closer to me as he kissed my jaw line and back to my lips.
“You’re so beautiful,” he told me in between hot passionate breaths, I kissed him back eagerly. I closed my eyes and let myself be completely surrounded by the kiss, the feeling of his strong hand on my hip. Oh Harry, I thought, oh God, Harry.
My eyes snapped open, January this isn’t Harry, I reminded myself.
Stop it, a voice in my head said, he’s not Harry, you can’t lead him on like this. I shut that voice up with the old saying; best cure for a break up is a hook up.
Jamie broke the kiss and moved to whisper something in my ear:
“"I warned you, it could have been so easy you know… a quick fuck and I would have been gone, but you have to complicate everything didn't you?"
I gasped, “Jamie stop!” he backed off suddenly.
“I-I’m sorry,” he stammered.
“What did you say?” I asked him.
“I asked you to go out with me on Sunday, after the results,” he said confused.
“Oh.” I said.
“What did you hear?” he asked me caringly, stroking a rouge hair away from my face.
“I can’t be,” I stammered, “Since, the thing…”
“Harry?” Jamie guessed, I shook my head and his mouth formed and O, “I’m so sorry I forgot.”
“Nice for some,” I gave him a weak smile.
“Have you thought about seeing someone?” he asked me, I looked at him.
“I’m not crazy!” I told him.
“No, I know,” he backtracked, “my sister…” I raised a hand to my mouth.
“She wasn’t…?” I said horrified.
He shook his head, “almost, but she kept having these dreams and couldn’t be…intimate with anyone, this woman really helped her get back to herself.”
“I don’t wanna be given a load of pills,” I warned him, he squeezed my knee with a smile.
“She’s not a doctor, well technically she is, but she’s there to help.” He smiled, “will I get her to leave you a message?” I thought for a moment, well it couldn’t hurt I guess, just to look into it.
I nodded.
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I knew Louis was rehearsing with Lace today; I needed to talk to him.
“Maybe it’s time, to give in,” he sang, “or maybe we could try again.”
“To love, to be,” Tanya sang, “we could be so happy.” I cleared my throat.
“Sorry to interrupt,” I said sheepishly, “Louis can I talk to you.”
“We’re busy Harry,” he said not even looking at me. One of the other girls looked around, I looked at her imploringly.
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Thunder
Fanfiction"I knew what I was doing throughout all of this, I knew what I was getting into. They may blame us, persecute us and say it was all our own fault, but do not let them weaken what we built, you are what I have been living for. I’m not afraid anymore...
