White Is My Favorite Colour | A JiKook Fanfiction

Chapter 10

-Jimin

... And how am I going to survive tomorrow.

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Tomorrow came soon, I just blinked and I feel like my heart is going to burst out of my chest - but this feeling it's not the same feelin' as I get when I'm with Jungkook; no, it is other type of pain, the bad one.

If I don't get myself together, I'm going to blow my opportunity to show my parents that I mean it seriously. I'm bisexsual and I'm dating Jungkook. Yes, this will end really well, sure.

Now, that i'm at home I start to think that this was maybe a bad idea; just maybe. What, if they kick me out?

What if they say that I'm a disgrace to my family?

That I'm no longer their son?

All those question that I don't want to answer, but I need to be strong, not only for, also for Jungkook.

I can hear the door bell, so that means that he's here. At least someone is acting not strange around me, ... wait. No one is acting strange around me, it's just me who's change. I think.

I go downstairs and I can see his bunny smile, he hugs me and he gives me courage, even though it was just for a split second. I feel so safe with him.

'' Are you ready? '' he asks.

'' I think. Now or never?'' It's more of a question than a statement. I am so terrified. I really don't wanna do it, but, I have no choice.

'' If they are really mean to you, you can always crash at my place, you know that, right?''

I nod, but I am kind of hoping I don't have to crash at his parent's house. It would be really sad if this happens. I have my parents for a kind persons, but you literally can ever know what can happen in this few minutes.

'' Thanks, Jungkook, but I am hoping this will not come. But I really appreciate your offer. ''

He laughs and takes my hand. He grips it tightly, but not tightly as he wants to break my bones, it's more of ' I'm here for you ' grip.

Oh, I am shaking right now.

We go to our living room and my parents are there - my dad is reading the newspaper and my mum is watching some soap opera (or k-drama whatever). When we both come there they are not surprised seeing Jungkook.

'' Oh, I thought it's one of my friend, she said that she's going to bring something to me. ''

'' No, just me, '' Jungkook says cheeky. My mum burst into laugh and she says: '' well, if you guys see her tell her that I am still waiting.''

'' Did you guys already do your homework? '' my dad asks both of us with a worried expression on his face.

''Yes, we did actually, yesterday,'' I say.

My dad nods and answer me happily: ''good boys. Keep up with a good work. '' It seems like Jungkook didn't hear him, because he was talking to a newspaper, well, kind off. I said that Jungkook didn't hear him, because he didn't response, like at all. He just stood there, maybe waiting for something? It was so strange, his behavior was off even before he admitted that he was in love with me.

I gulped. I need to tell them.

'' Mum, dad. I need to tell you something. ''

''Okay, dear? '' My mum took eyes off screen and smiled.

My dad just looked from the paper, clearly un-interested. He would be rather reading.

'' I - ...'' Pause. '' Jungkook, help me, please?...''

He was clearly looking at my lips when he said: '' I'm in love with your son and we are dating.''

My parents were looking. And looking.

'' Oh,... '' my mum said, but I wasn't sure if she was disappointed or not. Then, she stand, got to us and gave each one of us a hug. I was so surprised.

Then she said: '' at least you guys had a courage to tell me. ''