White Is My Favorite Colour | A JiKook Fanfiction

Chapter 2

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-Jungkook

Sometimes I wear headphones, just to let people know to not disturb me, and the same goes when i'm painting. I can feel vibration so I can kind of imagine hoe music ''sounds'' like, but yeah, you guessed it, I can't hear. I wear them so if anyone is approaching me it's like shouting and they need to gesture to me, so I can hear them.

I was doing on my painting in art class because my biggest dreams is to become famous painter. But i'm so afraid that if they are going to notice my 'mistake' they are going to talk about me being deaf than my works and this is why I never tell anybody. I feel better this way, really.

Maybe music was too loud for my ears, because, when Jimin comes in, he immediately puts my headphones down and says: '' Jungkook, are you okay? The music is really loud, it can hurt your ears! ''

'' Hi, Jimin,... No, don't worry about me, music is not too loud. ''

'' But I could hear it from the other side of the room. Well, you are going to damage your ears, not me. It's your choice. ''

I know, that he's still upset because of earlier, well, damn, Joy is really a pain in the ass and sometimes I really don't know how Jimin is falling in love so quickly, I can swear that yesterday he was in love with one girl in our gym class and now Joy? This boy!

'' Haha, sorry, Jimin. If I like my music loud, I am going to listen to it really loud. Also, I like Rock. ''

Jimin scoffs at my words. '' Like i said, it's your choice. ''

I giggle and he leaves me alone, because you know, he needs to chase those girls.

Oh, by the way,... did I told you this already? I guess not,...

I'm gay.

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Jimin is that kind of boy you fall in love in a second. He's charming, smart, charismatic, he can sing, dance,... and he is a really good friend. I really like him.

But, hm, there is a thing called friendship. I can't just tell him both things. I always imagine how he would freak out if he would knows those two secrets about me. Yes, we do tell each other everything, but, I can't tell him those two.

I know what you're thinking, ' Jungkook, he's your best friend, he will understand. '

But, I think he won't understand. Me being deaf is something I was hiding since I met him in high school, but me being gay? This is kind of new, this is something I still have to learn.

To be exact, I learned this because of him, it's because of Jimin and his damn smile and how he, when is laughing is leaning over, almost to fall just because it's funny. How he's always covering his mouth when he says something stupid, or how his eyes sparkles when he sees something interesting. The way he dances and how his moves are like professional. Like he was meant to be a dancer. I can't say much about his voice or his singing, but if I could I would always compliment them. As I can see, he's voice is ... smooth? Maybe higher pitched? I don't really know to be exact.

I return to my painting and it's almost finished, but then I feel a hand on my hand and I startled. I really didn't mean to, but by accident I almost kiss Jimin.

It's because I quickly stood up. I'm watching his lips.

''I called you like 5 times. What would you like to drink? ''

I'm probably red as a tomato. Well, I almost kissed him, Jungkook, get your mind together!

'' Water, please.''

Park Jimin, what are you doing to me?