Niall Horan Imagines

Druken Mistake (Part two)

Okay since everybody isn't happy with the way the first part of this ended. I just decided to put you guys out of your miseries, and I was really Pleased with everyone's reaction and stuff.  So thank you and enjoy the second part!

Niall's POV

"I CAN'T BELIEVE YOU! I TRUSTED YOU I GAVE YOU MY ALL AND YOU YOU CHEAT! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO ME! WHY WOULD YOU DO THIS TO US?" I cry I couldn't hold it in anymore I can't believe this I can't believe her, she shakes her head

"Did you ever even love me?" I ask my voice breaking I didn't want to hear it but I needed to know She steps up to me to Where She's standing right in front of me, I don't move this time what's the point. I'm already broken.

Nothing is going to fix this.

I look at her, she looks horrible her eyes puffy from crying so much. I want to hold her but I know I can't she did this and even right now I still love her to death, even though she cheated on me, what is wrong with me?

"Yes Niall of course I did I still do and I always will it was a mistake I was drunk you weren't answering your phone I shouldn't have Done it I'm  sorry words cannot describe how sorry I am I love you more than anything. All I'm asking is for a second chance I know I don't deserve it but I'm begging you to look pass this, I'm begging you. Please." She says her voice breaking I looked her in the eyes knowing some how she was telling the truth relief floods through my vains I almost smile kiss her almost but instead I shake my head. I need to think, I need to clear my head I can't forgive her that easily I won't forgive her that easily. I know by now I probably look like shit, like a fool crying over a girl who cheated on me. But She's not just a girl she's my- was my girl,  she was my world.

"I don't know Y/N I don't know we'll never be the same I just I need time." I say calmly trying not to cry anymore she nod and I take that qs my cue to walk away from her I go  into the bedroom She doesn't follow me, I grab my suit case that hasn't been un packed, a tear slips out of my eyes I'm pathetic, I walk back out hearing Y/N crying in the Kitchen I don't even make an attempt to look at her, No matter how much it breaks me.to leave her I know I have to, Why did it have to be this way why couldn't I have been the one for her? Why couldn't we work out? I guess we weren't meant to be, Or maybe it was me? Maybe I just wasn't meant to be with anyone she was the most beautiful girl I have ever laid my eyes on, I knew and trusted that she wouldn't hurt me but here I am, broken my heart crushed and I'm the only one left to pick up the pieces.

Your POV.

You knew he wasn't coming back and that only made you cry harder you needed him, you loved him with everything you had it was a honest mistake... Your so stupid two years ruined wasted because of your choices.

You could hear him come back out from the room his suit case rolling on the ground you looked up at him he stopped but he didn't look at you.  He looked forward you could tell he was battling rather he should look at you or not. He didn't as he kept walking leaving you with a broken heart.  Leaving the house you built together with a broken heart.

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The next few weeks were horrible,  you couldn't stop blaming yourself for everything, and it only got worst you couldn't sleep or eat, You rarely talked, You couldn't stand yourself knowing that you ruined Niall. 

He probably hates you.

You thought to yourself and you wouldn't blame him if he did,  You hate yourself.

You haven't Done anything,  No work Nothing.

You couldn't even if you wanted to without Niall what was even the point of trying.