The Madness Of Desire

Chapter 34 ~Wedding Bells part 3~

Kenzies P•O•V
Todays my wedding day. My bridesmaids and I woke up early in order to get our hair and makeup done. By five am everyone was awake. Words can't describe the excitement that I feel. I've decided that today, I'm not even going to think of Molly for a second. She derailed a lot of what I had originally planned for my dream wedding; I will not let her take whatever I can have.

We arrived in Los Vegas two days ago. I left a day earlier than needed, so that we wouldn't be too tired. My bridal party spent the night in my hotel suite; Theo stayed with his groomsmen at the other side of the hotel.

My bridesmaids are wearing mint green dresses. I made sure to get a "yes" from each of them, before I chose the dress. I wanted to make sure they're comfortable; but I also wanted them all to be wearing the same dress. The dress I picked for them is a column off the shoulder short sleeves sweep dress, with a brush train; the dresses are made of silk.

I'm the only one who isn't dressed yet. My hair isn't finished. I'm waiting for her to finish with that before I put the dress on. My bridesmaids lingered around the suite finishing up some part of their look. 

Angela held her camera in front for me, the hairstyle is adding the finishing touch to my hair. "Say cheese!" She squealed. I smiled into the camera and let her take a picture. Even if my wedding day isn't exactly how I wanted it; I still want to keep as many bits to my original plan as I can. I've always wanted to do something small like make a scrapbook of the wedding. In order to do that I need as many pictures as possible. Today will only ever happen once.

The stylist came around the chair and handed me a mirror. Im completely in love with myself, right now. I should marry me; I look so beautiful. My hair is styled in a low ponytail, I had my hair dyed black to have a real jet black look. My eyes burned as I held a tear in. I can't ruin my makeup. For the makeup, my eyeshadow compliments my skin tone, with a generous amount of gold eye shadow.

It dawned on me in this moment. I'm getting married today.Kenzie Collins, Mrs. Collin. I like his name after mine. Feels like our names just seem to belong together; I personally love the sound of Kenzie Collins. I practically leapt up from the chair. "I'm ready! Let's get me in that dress!"

I put on my wedding dress. It took three people to help me properly get in. Imani and Cece held the dress up to help me get into it, and Eva zipped it up once I was in side it. I let Rose capture a couple pictures of the moment.

Almost as if on cue, Lacie comes through the door. The attention went to her. "The limousine is here."

My bridesmaids and I climbed into the limousine. We poured drinks on our way to the church. Looking around at all of us making this feel so real. Life really takes you to unexpected places. I feel like I've grown so much as a person since meeting him. I let out a small scream. "Im getting married!" The limousine erupted with squeals.

"Are we going to have a little group baby soon?" Cece asked.

I laughed. I don't know why the topic of children hasn't come up yet. Personally, I've always been on the fence about having children. In theory it would be a very nice thing; a large new step in my life. One day I won't mind being called mom; just not any time around now. I took a sip of my champagne. "I want to selfish for a few more years. Let it just be Theo and I."

Theo and I. I snorted. I should say Theo, Me and Molly. Its not funny, but it's funny. I have to laugh. If I don't find humor in my predicament then I'll never smile. Molly is around like a pest. She's a roach! I swear.

Damn. I just thought of her. Every time I do I should take a shot. That'll help deter her from crossing my mind today. Everything is being done safely. We sent out fake wedding invitations, only a select group of people know of todays wedding; and we're in a completely different state. Theres simply no way she knows I'm getting married today.