It's All Going to Be Okay

New Experiment

It's been six months since my first punishment. Never made a mistake again. I followed the rules, and became a very civil person. My emotions were something I had a lot more control over now. Even when I got angry, sad, or even panicked I was fine and stayed human. I took things seriously and did things like it was business.

My birthday passed a month ago, and I celebrated it with Noah, whoes my new friend.

I read both of my books a couple of times now and I'm getting bored, but I don't do anything more than just listen to everyone outside. There's this lady who always passes by the building who gossips about a Cafe two streets down. Then there are always kids talking about there fantasy dreams.

One of the times I was listening in on the building, this one conversation caught my ear.

When I first heard the voice, I thought I could fall asleep to it. I didn't even listen to the conversation, just the voice. I pictured who the man might have looked like, but it always ended up looking like a black silhouette,  since my imagination has died out.

Noah said something about my change in demeanor a long time ago, but I brushed it off. I told him I just grew out of my childish phase, there's nothing to worry about.

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I was laying in the middle of my room, looking at the ceiling. I was humming my favorite song over and over again becuase it seemed like I couldn't release the energy I built up during these six months.

"Aileen boss needs to discuss something with you" the voice said on the innercom.

I sat up no hesitation and walked over to my suitcase. I grabbed a pair of black cargo pants, and a tank top. I took of my pajamas and slid everything on. I sat down and put on my boots. Then brushed my long hair out. Needing to look presentable in front of my boss was a pain but it is what an adult does, so I did it.

Walking to the door, I heard it click and open before I even got there. I didn't need cuffs anymore. I had six guards follow me everywhere, so I guess I'm still suffering from my mistake. 

I swiftly made it to the top of the building and saw my boss sitting at his desk. He motioned me to sit in front of him as I stepped closer. Sitting down he began our conversation with telling me there's a new experiment that he wants me to partake in.

"Your the only one qualified to help, because no one here has.... progressed as much as you have" he stated.

I looked at him and nodded. He wanted me to participate in a new experiment. The last one got me looking like a Freak. A new one may kill me.

"What's it for?" I questioned.

  " it has something to do with the brain and emotions, basically connect things to your head and will show images of what your thinking about with a certain emotion" he explained.

I was confused by how I was the only one who was  qualified but I nodded thinking it was what the boss wanted.

" Good. Escort her to room 109." He ordered one of the guards.

I got up nodded at him and let the guards lead me to room 109.

I haven't been on this floor before so I just looked around, listened to everything, and smelled the air. Nothing out of the ordinary so far. Following the guards over to a secured hallway, I saw a bunch of scientist running around and tapping away on computers. It intrigued me knowing that this wasn't on any other floor. We stopped in front of sliding doors and only entered when a light turned green. Everything was white and seemed clean. The lights were bright as well.

Heading towards a room that the guards refused to enter, I looked around the room and it had another tinted window. The room was plain white and a single bolted chair was in the middle. I carefully sat in it and once I did handcuffs were wrapped around my wrists. I didn't panic but tried to get out. Seconds later a team of lab coats came in and started strapping my head to cables and then without my knowledge brought out a syringe full of black liquid. Once I felt the poke in my neck, I tried to jerk away but I couldn't. The liquid was burning as it went into my veins. I looked down and saw that my veins, all of them, were turning black. Suddenly I felt the liquid going into my brain having my body twitch uncontrollably.

I thought this was going to be bad, but this shit just hurts.

My head fell back as I yelled out in pain. My eyes rolled back and turned pitch black. Then my body went limp. Eyes still open, pure black. I looked the same , only my veins were black, and my lips were turning purple and dry. I could see everything through my third eye, I just couldn't move.

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I don't even know what was going on at this point. I can't hear, I can't move, I can't feel, all I can do is see. By the looks of it people are enjoying my emotions. There smiling when they were searching through my brain, finding out what I think of myself and others. I don't know what time it is but I know I've been here for a while. Maybe two or three days. How much information do I have in my brain. It's like I'm in that book I read a million times. Only I'm the prey and they are the predators.

I'm a helpless prey that would do anything to get freedom, and there the predator that will do anything to get something out of it.

During my time in this chair, I have gone restless. I have developed emotion I didn't know you could have. Seeing people take advantage of me just becuase they think low of me is very frustrating. I'm done with it all. Why do I have to deal with such things? I could have been normal if it weren't for my dad. He screwed everything up!! I want him to pay for it. He is the one that created me; The one who created this freak.

Don't even get me started with these people. They think they can just control me. IM THE ONE IN CONTROL!! I AM THE ONE THEY SHOULD BE AFRAID OF.....

And there's the truth. I finally found out the truth myself. They couldn't control me before, but somehow they managed to mold me into something they could. They only took me in because they thought they could use me. Now they are scared. Scared of me finding out the truth. Scared I'll find their reason for taking me in. I'm unpredictable now. boy do I have a plan. Everyone who thinks they're safe, isn't.

Everything will start changing, I can promise myself that.