It's All Going to Be Okay

What is he not telling me?

It's morning already, and I finally made it back to the front gates. I can see Felix at the front door waiting with his hands in his pockets. I smirked and started laughing. This fucking fool.

I climb over the gate and land on my knees. Damn I feel so week. I curse under my breath and start humming. I stalk my way back up the road to the front doors and can feel the aura coming from Felix. Is that relief mixed with happy and anger. Wow this guy is full of emotions isn't he.

Once I make it to him, I stand up straight fast and smile. I was going to pay for doing it so fast, but right now I need to talk to Felix.

" we need to talk..." I demanded.

He nodded and moved away from the door.  I walked in as best as possible not to worry him that I was weak. He walked me to his office. I hummed my sinners song as he studied me.

" wanna get clean before we talk?" He asked.

I shook my head telling him this won't take long.

" Sit down then, you seem distressed..." He continued.

I shook my head still humming.

"... can I explain myself, before you say anything?" He whispered.

" your a man, it's what you do, why explain yourself?" I asked confused.

He looked up about to say something but I stopped him.

" All I wanted to do was tell you is that I killed alot of people last night".

I looked down, waiting for what would happen next. I heard him start walking towards me but I didn't dare look up. He lifted my chin with his pointer finger. I looked into his eyes and he shushed me.

" we will discuss that later, right now I need to explain myself"

Letting go of my chin he went back to his desk.

" your not the only one with mutant abilities... I have a past as well Aileen, I in fact, came from the place you've escaped. I never had parents because Terrance bought me the moment I was born. I was made into a form he was able to control and moderate.I learned to use and control my abilities. Terrance taught me until I was of age to understand the difference between good, bad,and evil. Terrance is evil, he uses people like you and I for his little experiments and army.I taught myself to hide it because I knew I needed to escape. Once I did I made it my goal to destroy everything Terrance has done and will do. I still struggle to hide it sometimes but around you it's a bit harder. So when you asked me what I was, it scared me. When I was little I would be punished by Terrance for expressing my true form. I never thought I would meet someone like you though. You were so different from everyone else, not counting your appearance. You were the only one who could escape and tell everyone about it in plain sight. You have a smart, crazy, and loveable side. Each of them I grew fond of when I found out about you. When I first saw you I knew I could help you. When I finally met you I knew I had to keep you safe. At that moment you were the only thing important to me. I was going to love you like I wanted to be loved."

I froze and looked into his eyes slowly " you want to l-love me!?" I expressed.

He glanced away and I saw his face go red. " y-yes..." He mumbled.

My face heated up and I felt warm tears start rolling down my face. I smiled and felt my knees give out. I landed on them and started crying more. Someone actually wants to love me... was he lying?

" Hey Hey, what happened?, are you okay? Are you hurt?" He rushed over to me, careful not to touch me.

I looked at my black tears fall on my bloody hands as I laugh at this feeling in my heart. I picked up my head grinning and tackled Felix to the ground. Wrapping my arms around his neck. He fell onto his back, surprised by my actions as he went stiff. I didn't let go and I could feel my tears rolling down my cheeks.

Felix finally came into realization of what was going on and hugged my waist, tight.

" Felix, I think.... I think I can love you. I have never experienced real love, so this may be hard for me, just.... be patient please." I mumbled close to his ear.

His grip got tighter.

" of course darling, I understand your condition. Just let me help you." He responded.

He sounded like he was smiling. I let go and pulled away. I don't know what he was talking about with conditions but I'll just go with it.

Smiling I stare at him straight in the eyes. My brain became a bit fuzzy and my body was moving on its own now. I felt my eyes roll back into pitch black, only being able to see out of my third eye. My body turned towards Felix's desk and it looked like it glitched from what I could see.  Then again , there was a pentagon blocking my view. Distracted I could feel a sharp pang on my finger. I looked down and saw my black blood create a bead on my thumb. After that it was just glitched images of what I was doing. The only clear thing I could see was Felix swallow my blood and me drinking his. Is that even Felix, why does he look like that? He has bony wings, more tattoos, horns, and a bull tail. He looks so different but the same. Is he hiding more from me then I thought?

What is he not telling me?